Thursday, December 29, 2005

waaahh... i dunno shud i really change my phone not!!!
i ask myself.. do i really need a new phone? answer is yes.. cos it went dead 1mth back n came back to life the nxt day...
but the prob is i cant bear to have all my smses, mms n everything gone! u know how sad i will be!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wwwwaaaaaaahh.. i dunno... i need help. if u reading tis blog.. sms me by 30th Decemeber 8.30pm to tell me whether i shud change or not!!!

wo bu zhi dao!!!!!

♥ connie at 11:45 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

wOo.. back frm cls chalet.. haha.. ok i didnt get a glimsp of sleeps.. cos i cant slp until i get home.. ok anyway didnt slp its fine with me.. jus tends to go crazy crazy the nxt day only.. cant concentrate on anything.. heex..
well.. thou it rained during the bbq.. but stil continue to bbq la.. not bad.. hmm.. had fun.. heex.. ever drank vodka n it taste like Chicken Essence????hahahaa... i'm the one who said that! dunno y leh.. drink le.. after a few more sips it taste like chicken essence!! n i hate chicken essence!! khoo was high after a few drinks.. leen felt heart beatin v fast.. for me..after standing up.. felt kinda giddy! haha... headach ar.. other than tt.. we r fine.. yea~ hahaha.. loves the nite at the beach club there.. cool sea breeze!!!!! its sOoOo nice.. thou some were vomitting their stomach out.. and khoo kept on scoldin keen "shit you la.. shit tis shit tt.." tt nite she full of shit huh? heehe..
hmm.. ard 6plus AM.. leen, meiling n i decided to see sun rise!!! ahaha.. ok la.. we dunno can get to c not but try luck.. went there... morning air is fresh lor.. haha we ran there cos its kinda drizzling.. heex.. when we reach there.. omg.. we saw tt ball of fire.. wanna rise but dun wan to rise!!! kns la.. wad kinda sun is that! probably its the think heavy clouds that block it ba.. mmm.. i will find tt day to watch sunrise/sunset again! took lots of pics.. but its all in leen camera.. when she upload it le.. i'll post it at a later time..
in conclusion.. i had fun! think everyone shud have fun ba! *hopefully*

yeah!!! tdy is the 28th!! PAY DAY!!!! and tmr 29tH!! i can get my new phone le!!!WOOooOOOAaAaaahh.. hahaha... i'm high! on the mention of gettin new phone! heex..theres no more alcohol effects le.. so no no get high! hmm.. either fri or sat than get my phone ba.. hope stil got stocks for the colour i wan.. get the black? or blue silver? aye.. bu zhi dao! wait til that day i go buy than decide hehehe... after buyin my phone mus use my $$ wisely le.. no no anyhow spend.. but think gonna set aside $100 for my new yr clothes la.. hahaa.. can i make it with $100? my heels new top, new skirt!? enough?

alrite alrite.. few days more to a NEW YEAR!!2006! yeah~ how r u goin to celeb it? mus jio me out!!! hahaha... resolution for 2006.. donkies and monkies pls get out of my life ar... hahaha..

wOOo.. b4 i sign off.. i gonna say khoo mum called me! *gasped!* hahaha... cos ah khoo ar.. aiyo her phone.. can throw into the sea le.. her mum cant get thru to her so called me.. hahaa.. i shocked ar.. suddenly someone voice sounds so matured called luking for me.. wahahaha.. khoo ar.. nxt time mus call ur mummy tell her
where u r k.. dun make her worry.. later she tot i kidnapped you.. hehehe..
ciaos!

isnt the star nice????heex.. use my hp camera to take de wor~

[...*i love everything ard me!*mUuacks~*...]

♥ connie at 10:24 PM

Monday, December 26, 2005

actually i've got so much to talk.. but i dunno how to type it out in words.. its gonna be v complicated.. maybe i will end up not understanding wad i'm trying to say.. aye dunno la.. dun talk abt it.. else gabra gabra liao..

oh.. holy shit! stop playin afool with me!

waaa, f*ck! suddenly, i felt so vulgar with my words! wadever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm troubled?

waaahh...




-M.I.A-

♥ connie at 11:08 PM

Saturday, December 24, 2005

think tis will be my long long blog.
ytd went to cut my hair.. my stylist michelle not workin anymore!!! waaahh~ sad.. so got no stylist in mind.. when i reach kimage its a male stylist who cut & color for me.. i always say male stylist are very good.. cos they got no mood swing!hahaa.. i've v good impression of male stylist k.. hahaa.. well.. e one who cut for me not bad la.. talk n talk through-out cutting & coloring my hair.. but ar.. abit sad cos my fringe short leh... i dunno how to handle it.. cos when he style it for me i c liao like so easy.. but when i style it ar.. i dunno how to do it!! haiz.. hair faster grow k.. hehe..
hmmm..
few days ago.. yupz.. things were nice.. ya tues was kinda disappointed.. hmm dunno how to say.. thurs ok la.. caught him doing something tt he thinks no one know.. so threatened u with wad i saw when u dun wanna return me my thing. yea.. u observe me.. so i observe u back ya.. yupz.. actually saw him goin home alone.. but... hmm.. if i'm alone ya.. will acc him home..aye.. i dunno how to say... had a long long talk with my fren.. and i jus say everything.. incl. recent things abt him... ok.. my fren.. rather shocked.. quickly protest.. that wad i said cant be true. cos one thing tt explains the impossibility is...
"WE ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT"
ok.. ya i know different.. but i oso dunno how to say those kinda feelings inside me.. probably its wad u r thinkin now.. i cant read ur mind.. but hopefully everything goes well.. yea.. i dun wish for any conflicts or ignoring of each other if anything of those thingy happens..
whoever is reading tis post.. maybe u r thinkin.. i've fallen for a guy... i dunno wad is my answer.. certain things cant be explained.. many things not gonna to be blog out til i know wad i wan in the end.. always gt the feelings in my life.. things tends to have a big U-turn at the end of it.. most of the times i dun get to attain wad i want or wad i expect for.. sometimes i'm halfway there.. but bcos of big big blow.. its gone~.. wondering is that unfair to me in my life? i dunno.. hopefully things goes well as wad i expect for...*praying*
my xmas eve... i'm home after work.. too tired to be out of town.. its far too crowded.. dun like to be sprayed by others.. else tt person gonna die on xmas eve.. haha.. some memories abt xmas eve....
hmmm.. come to think of it.. last xmas was Mr.A tat makes me feels that way.. makes me go 'ga-bra ga-bra'.. tis yr xmas eve is you.. Mr.S... wad kinda guys r entering my life? think its time for me to have some deep tots le.. i'm not to talk on further..
ciao!

feels tis blog is kinda unclear with wadever i wanna say.. dun wanna be qnt abt it.. *silence*


[...*s.s.s.s.s.s*...]

♥ connie at 11:35 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Took a quiz.. and these r the answer i choose..
The interpretations:
(1) The door: closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself
hmm.. i do admit somethings i keep to myself

(2) The table: Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hangout with those whom you think are on the same frequency
eh..

(3) Water in vase: Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilledhaha.. got half full-filled meh? dun think its filled at all lor..

(4) Material of vase: glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
hmm...fragile?

(5)dun wanna post tis qnt here. hehe..

(6) Keys: 6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends
eh got meh?where r u pple?? haha

(7) Castle: Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good
one and is not memorable to you.

haha.. no comments la..

(8) The jewel from the murky pool water: NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.
tis one eh.. dependin on my partner ba..u flirt i flirt.. u dont i dont.. haha

(9) The money from the clear water pool: NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to her, not flirting around with others.
wait til it happens ba

(10) The size of the box: medium - average ego

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) - humble personality


(12) The material of the bridge: wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
hMmm...

(13) Colour of the horse:
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.

he gotta prove it...

(14) Horse action: still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
haha. where is my Mr Homely Humble?

This the last but most important part of the test.
From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches...
What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?


What will you choose?
Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner


(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your
partner whenever your partner whenever you are met
with problems.

eh.. wait til i got my partner than c whether is it true nt bah.. hahaaa

i'm jus bo liao la.. so post such thingy.. can't think of any idea for the project.. so i'm bloggin! wahaha... sorry to my grp members.. i'm not concentrating!!
ciao!

[...*u think tts fate.. but to me its kinda not meant to be*...]
[...*i wish i know the truth*...]

♥ connie at 11:44 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

its a...

[...*-memorable day-*...]

hmm.. indeed a memorable one =)

mmMm...
come to think of it..
have i fallen again? i think so..
is it true? i dunno.. *doubtful..
will things turn out to be right? i'm not sure..

think all i can do is to.. see how things turn out to be..

anyway.. its really a nice nice day =)

ciaos!

♥ connie at 11:42 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005

got home from work.. projects r almost due! but stil i'm here to blog! dun think i'm gonna touch on project for tdy. cos after blogging i'm gonna go to bed! i'm dead beat! insufficient of sleeps.. not enuf rest... body gonna break into many parts le.. haix~.. anyway.. had fun at work.. haha.. cust. tdy all v anything de.. good good.. its my pleasure to serve u.. wahahaha.. almost got bitten by xueli again.. haiyo she ar..always want to bite me.. scary lar u..

somehow.. some incident happened.. a conversation that struck suddenly...
he made my day abit siao~.. dunno how to say it.. kinda kiddish leh.. ahaha.. well, saw him kinda 'sick'=crazy while i'm standing there.. so stared blankly at him.. and he started to say those stuffs.. haha.. *phew luckily i nv blush else.. i'm gonna be so pai seh!!!! dun ever sing that song infront of me k.. its cold *shiver*! and i told him.. dont sing.. else it will rain!!! and dumb-ass him said "its great.. when it rain.. its cold.. when 2 get together its warm! than hot HOT! *omg* u thinkin of wad?! anyway, once awhile talk rot with u is nice.. haha

ok.. time for bed!!!! i'm tired!
ciaos!

[*...(^_^)...*]

♥ connie at 11:50 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

12-12-2005 its da jie bday!! happy bday to her!! hehe... think i'm the LAST person to wish her happy bday.. haha.. did it on purpose.. anyway she took off frm work to celeb with her fren.. she was given a bouquet of flower.. nice wor~

tis is my 90th post since i 1st start blogging.. hmmm so much to blog abt over the months? probably ba.. cos i'm not one who knows how to talk well in person.. so my blog speaks louder than me? haha..

well well.. past few days ok la.. work as usual.. some cust made my day.. they r v nice.. cos it was kinda busy on sun.. so at one time 3cust needs my help.. so.. i gotta help all 3.. and i got to kept on saying "Sorry to keep u waiting, how can i help?" hahaha.. than sometimes gotta rmb many sizes n colour of tops/bottoms they wanted.. failing memory i've.. but i always picture the item n know where i shud walk to get the stuffs i wan.. sometimes tend to get wrong colour or size for them.. but they nv complain or show any displeasure.. its v nice of them.. there r some who even called me by my name.. sounds as thou we know each other v well like tt..

2 person r scaring me.. with the way they treating me.. they r getting weird when i c them.. one always give me the devilish luk.. e other always try to give me the angelic luk.. omg.. u 2 suckers dun try to be funny leh.. gotta stay some distance frm both of them.. less conversation too..

woOo. tmr work 2/6 ogo.. hmm...not bad.. before and after work can go home study for wed test! failed the 1st test til v terrible.. hahaha.. mus jia you liao~

17days more to go.. go gO GO! haha.. dun feel like bloggin anymore le..
ciaos!

-THE END-

♥ connie at 11:53 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

wkend is almost here! so fast.. yea thats a good sign for my phone contract gonna end soon... gonna start a new yr soon.. gonna start smthing new! hahaha.. i dunno wad i'm goin to have for anew.. lets c how ba..
not a good sign too!! cos... its like.. projects r everywhere.. test & wadever related so sch thingy is so crampy!!! eeewwW~... bad bad bad!

think i saw 'that' girl tdy.. well.. well.. no comments.. wonder wad *he sees in her previously.. luckily *he no longer likes her.. yea.. *he grown up after the day he enter the life of a civil servant! hmm... *he* name cant be enclosed. *lips sealed* mMmMm.. saw mavis[my niece] and her mum[my cousin wife] at bishan! omg.. mavis so cute! been so long since i last saw her.. aaaWwwe~ adorable~

wanted to get another pair of canvas shoe but er jie told me.. "YOU SHUD START GETTING A PAIR OF SHOE FOR NEW YEAR" haha.. yupx.. true la.. but i have alrdy decided to buy the U.R.S heels le.. somehow mus wait til end of mth..cos wanna c how broke i am at the end after i get my long awaited phoney!

ok. i am blind! think i'm really blind lar.. tdy went bishan twice.. walk pass the same place thrice.. BUT.. i never see Ler! yet he saw me! he was workin there tdy.. long time nv c him in shirt & tie le..hey dude lookin gd huh?? haha.. time to ditch those tees & berms of yours k? haha.. hmm.. i'm gettin 'ku-ku'.. always out of no where, pple spot me but ar.. i can walk pass my fren w/o noticing them until they appear right infront of me.. hahahaa... think i'll get dreamy when i'm walkin too!! haix.. think thats me lar..

i noticed smthing abt brother ytd!! everytime when i'm home from work.. he will be up in 3rd lvl with his pc.. i nv c him face to face.. its until YESTERDAY!!! having my dinner than.. i look at him.. actually i was lukin at his hair.. BUT.. finds smthing wrong abt him! his face luks kinda different.. scanned his whole face and... i realised... HIS EYEBROWS!!! its slightly thinner and neater!!! he went for EBT[eye-brow trimming]!!!!**gasped** hahha.. when i told mum, da jie and er jie.. they told me.. he did that 2wks ago le.. hahaha.. wad the hell.. i'm the last to know & notice! hopeless lar me.. we lived under one roof but didnt know until 2wks ltr.. heex..

posting kinda long and wordy.. dun care la wan than read else.. *shoo shoo shoo~*
stoppin here..
ciaos!

♥ connie at 11:15 PM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

came home an hr ago frm work.. hmmm.. pack & packed clothes.. at late evening got one cust. she buy clothes like so sui bian.. she tried tops than get the same top in 2 different color for each she tried... WoOo~ attending to her is nice.. hahaha no fuss cust.! how i wish i can get to serve such cust everytime at work!
mmmm...
hmmm...i..
guess, i'm afraid of tt 2 person.. one has fierce piercing luk.. e other has pathetic disappointed luk.. yupz.. i avoid the eyes of u two... i dunno how to react when i c both of u.. kinda lost~

i wanna watch chicken little! cos its cute! haha.. but than wondering when i'll be goin to watch it.. let me check out the movie timing bah.. myabe watch it tmr.. or maybe tmr gonna meet da jie after her work.. cos i wanna go takashimaya buy things!!! yea!! da jie wan sui! heex.. cos she's member ma.. so got further discount.. haha.. now mus go for gd bargains.. heex..*gasped* kinda cheapo le.. wadever lar..

okie.. time for my brain to rest.. nite!
ciaos!

♥ connie at 11:36 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005

i'm... i dunno.. i'm exhausted.. i'm stress.. i'm bored.. i'm feeling everything.. mus be thinkin pms eh? my ans. is nope.. haven been slpin on my bed for days le.. omg!!! having backach & insufficient sleeps! granny at my hse again.. since she use to slpin on my bed.. so gotta let her slp..

days and weeks pass by so fast! can't catch up with time.. haix.. how i wish i have more time!.. yea.. some gonna say.. if there is more time.. than i'll drag even further and wishin for more n more time!!! aye. dunno wad i wan lar..

these few days.. bro morning book in to camp than at nite come home le.. lucky him.. his si-pec [dunno is it spelled tis way] traning done le.. so back in spore..and woOO.. c his uniform got 3strips wor[think its pte bah]... everytime we like to call him... sgt koh!" hehehe.. bo liao at home.. heex.. than in return he call me lao ban [in eng. boss] dunno y he calls me tt.. funny lar!

after lesson met ler at tpy.. yupz.. he's back frm his trip.. he luks more chao ta than ever.. hahaa.. hmmm... think he almost stabbed himself instead of me =P... cos wadever he says i always shoot him back.. bo bian.. thats me!

okie.. i've used almost an hour to blog.. why?? cos some nuisance is disturbing me.. always *nudge* me in msn! u crazy!

ciaos!

[[*i am....*]]

♥ connie at 11:03 PM

Friday, December 02, 2005

its DECEMBER! woOOo... so fast!!! yea got pay le.. but cannot buy cos contract not up for 21mths yet.. stil counting down to my dec 29th! hahaha..27days more!! isn't it fast? hehe.. saw numerous pple at work..
wed was at ogm to relief.. saw uncle raymond..
tdy saw him again.. tis time.. dunno wad he means with that action.. weird la.. and after work saw khoos' M&M.. eh.. khoo u know who ya? hehe..

dec. gt so many pple bday!! 3 of my frenz r on 4th dec! wOOo.. cool ar~ hahaa.. but cannot make it for any of their celebrations.. cos gotta work..now mus work work work study study study! so i can save up! for the sake of so many things i am giving up my life for almost all sorts of entertainment! wahahaha.. say til very "wei da" ahahaa... ok la. few days nv blog le.. so i'm here to start my nonsence again.

hmm..haven been goin anywhere with my frenz or family! its either after sch go work.. or after sch home.. wahh.. its kinda routine le..

letta me show u a big big strawberry!..

its taken at bishan,j8! hmmm.. tt day went there with leen & ger for pasta.. than saw the atrium sales for strawberry shortcake! hahaa..the strawberry caught my attention.. so i snapped it! heex...

ler has went overseas... off he goes.. my ears r clear! hahaha.. i know i'm bad but.. u know.. he v naggy! hahaha.. hopes he enjoys over there.

mmm.. okie la.. will update more often when i've the time.. ciaos!

♥ connie at 11:50 PM