Saturday, November 28, 2009
What a week... =(
A week that by pass with so many things happening. Haiz, so many things happened to him in just a week time.Monday he was reported sick due to food poisoning. Tuesday sick yet to recover as he had sudden fever and some other symptoms. Wednesday he was fine but I told him to see a doctor to have a through check. And, on that very day he was referred to Changi Hospital A&E and warded immediately!!! Everything just happened so suddenly. I was at work, kind of screwed up with my stuffs. All I can do is constantly messaging him checking on his condition.
Doctor suspected and disgnose him with so many problems...
- Hepatitis (Liver)
- Kidney stone
- Bad food poisoning
- Appendix
Eventually it was appendix. And he went for operation on the night. He did not know what time is his operation and while messaging half way he just disappeared! It got me damn worried! Until the next day than got a message from him. Haiz, got me very sad when he told me he's in pain and had to ask for more pain killer. Wanted to visit him after work but it was already very late.
On Friday afternoon, decided to visit him on the very last minute as he won't be discharged until Saturday. CGH are very strict with their visiting hours and the number of visitors so got there at about 12.30pm. I've to say its the very first time I went to hospital and visited friend on my own! Upon entering the ward and seeing him lying on the bed, I felt like tearing! WTF, suddenly so emo. I never see him so weak before!!! What's worst was when I talked to him, he don't really have the energy to speak!! His throat hurts w/o water for a few days and when he speaks a little louder the operation wound hurts. And when he wants to sit up to eat his lunch, he had to use alot of strength to push himself up. Haiz, luckily the nurse was there to assist. A very disheartening scene.
Was with him for about 45mins and his parents arrived. I expect his sister to call him before the parents make their way up but no we were talking half way and suddenly his dad appeared followed by his mum. I am very shocked at that time. I just can't speak up to greet them!! WTFFF, become mute suddenly. His mum looks so fierce! Made my move as his sister and brother in law are waiting for me to pass the passes to them. And so, managed to tell speak up to his parents while I make a move.
Finally today he's discharged. It will take a period of time before he fully recovers. Pray that he get well soon. During this period of time, it's a little challenge for us. And I hope things just goes well without drifting apart.
Hmm.. what a long post about the incident.
Today went to his department BBQ, it was a stressful one. As most colleagues did not know we're together but they just assume and tends to question alot about it. But when my boss ask about his condition I got to tell the truth but in front of our colleagues I felt so uncomfortable. How I wished nothing happened to him and he was there with me. What's worst was Hotdog! I was eating and he suddenly took his guitar and sat infront of me saying he's going to sing the song "Always Be My Baby" by David Cook. Managed to stopped him from singing and strumming his guitar. Felt very stressful at that time as other colleagues was encouraging him to sing!!! He also felt the stress and he decided not to sing. If he sings, I think I'll teared!!! It's the gesture that counts, gets very emo easily. Quickly left the bbq at 10pm for home.
I'm just not into work for the time being. :(
Everything that we wanted to plan and do together in December seems to go down the drain. Felt so confused for the time being :(
♥ connie at 11:00 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
he's warded for appendix and under went the knife very last minute!!! :(the worries for few days becomes night mare.
haiz~ hopes he recovers quickly.
♥ connie at 11:00 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
Ahhh! In summary for this month...Family - MOST upsetting moment...
Really pissed off. Just because of a maid, I've to change my lifestyle. Ridiculous! I never heard of such stuffs before. Have they ever care about my feelings? I'm not being self-fish but have it ever cross their mind to care about my personal opinion? Getting cold and numb with all. Haiz... I hate it. Seldom wants to be home or go home early already. Nowadays nothing much to talk to them too.
Work - Heavy work load but managable...
Felt happier at work as I'm busy and I get to talk to everyone. At times it's just to busy till I don't even know what I am doing. Freak! But at time kinda pissed with minor minor issues which are repeating itself over and over again. Yet at times I'm enjoying it.
Personal - Glad to have him ard...
During this period being so upset with family matter, I'm very glad he is always there for me. Did changed slightly better. Of cos I hope it becomes better and better. :) Last Wednesday for the very first time we went to Lil India. Yess!! First time at night SHOPPED there!!! Hahaha... well he's buying clothes for his cousins wedding with a Bollywood theme. Cool. I didn't know a set of costume can cost as cheap as $30!!! And the material is good, design wise is elegant and looks expensive!! Indeed an eye opening trip there. Was treated to Indian Cuisine! The briyani portion was so huge but its finger licking good!!! Luckily had some small little walk to digest our burting tummy. Haha.
Well, 2009 is coming to an end soon in just like 1 mth plus time. Time is flying too fast. Hmmm.. no idea what else to blog about. Sudden brain jammed.
Anyway, will update soon again and that's for sure.
♥ connie at 11:11 PM
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Hello,I still rmb i had a blog :) just that i'm really busy with work work work!!! well, haven't had an easy day since the beginning of October. Things piled up in a horrifying manner. I just wished to quickly settle all outstanding issues and lead my normal routine for a short period. Work aside, it's strssing me out most times. Personal time has become lesser and lesser. Apart from the home and sleep routine.
Recently, bough a new sotrybook entitled "Straight Talk". Surprisingly this random book i picked is nice. Very typical way of life, whether at work, family, friends or relationship. Definitely not a wrong choice. :) still in the progress of finishing it.
Well, past few weeks lots of screwed up in personal life, relationship. Hmmm... It wasn't easy. Managed to have it spoken and it was mended. I know that might be common part and parcel of a relationship. But well, everyone has different expectations. Things are back to normal again, thanks to those being concern. I'm fine already. :)
Most of you must be curiois who is this person? I'm not being mysterious, but we seldom take photos... Even we have the camera infront of us, we just snap around and not outselves. The most appropriate photo i've was taken 1 year back even before flower bloom...
I guess many are surprised about it. Well, I just hope for the best.
Friends, it's been really long since we met up for dinner or coffee to catch up. Can we all be free one day? I've already lost touch with so many things due to work. I can always arrange for dinner or high tea at my work place and we can 'yak' all the way. I remembered the last time i met with poly grp was February! Damm more than half year back. Well, do look forward in catching up soon.
Alright, that will be so much for now and I'll try to update soon again.