Monday, May 29, 2006
I had a dream last night.Yes, its a sweet dream.
Yes, its a fairy tale.
Yes, its so fake.
Because, its him.
Because, fairy tale doesn't exist.
Because, i hate it.
Its contradicting to read tis post.
ok. i really really dunno y... it always him that appears! waAaHHH!!! its like ghost haunting me. =( y u came into my dream? u r not on my mind. when i woke up.. i feel like cryin. my weird reaction. hahaha i dunno y... its nting scary. feels kinda weird when i see him! makes me feels uneasy only. omg.. *pengz~* !!! hmm.. wad a dream. *phew* luckily its no no reality. else i faint alrdy... cannot take it! overdosage of sweetness!
its jus 4more days to the end of attachment. Hmmm... gonna miss the nice pple i've been working with. Not tat woman. anyway, tmr gonna try to go for retail therapy. else i'm gonna be sad. yesh. super sad. mus lavish my wardrobe. its getting dull.
chattin with the "a guy waiting for an angel to pick me up".. eh.. heed my advise u shud find fairy godmother lar! another donkey is tryin to play mind game with me. sorry, my replies will to u will end up with lots of contradictions. I LOVES TO PLAY MIND GAME! fark off if u r nt up to that challenge. hahaha...
ya gonna kee siao again. alrite alrite. its time to stop and go to bed! yesh.. slp as early as possible b4 i get weird dreams =P
ciaO!
♥ connie at 11:02 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
hehe.. my msn contact r loaded with funny pple.. i mean their nickname lar.. it makes me wanna LOL.. eh no idea y.. find it amusing... sorry to those male/female frenz of mine whom i mentioned here... somehow i cannot tahan.. but no names being posted lar.. so NOT MUCH[i duno how much is NOT MUCH =P ] pple who reads tis post knows who u r... here it goes..No.1...
it says.. "a guy waiting for an angel to pick me up" feels like telling him.. "HELLO! MOVE ON!" haha i dunno.. i jus feel like sayin tis to him.. but.. nvm.. some guys r jus like tt..
No.2...
tot he is very attractive enuf to attract loads of pretty babes in the club by spinning his musics.. but i think its his head tts spinning with too much of Desperate Housewife sitcom... therefore, his nickn. is Desperate HouseMAN *pengz~*
No.3...
he say he is heart broken. well well well, i dun pity u at all. cos u've been too flirty.. its so dirty. next pls~
No.4...
haha yea..tis is a funny one..if i'm nt wrong.. frm ytd i'm online til tdy his personal msg is "wash up".. hmm.. frm ytd wash til tdy stil not done?? omg.. WAKE UP PLS!!
No.5...
says.. "We always hold hands. If i let go she shops." Eh.. she shops means she will be wearing nice clothes to impress u.. and... she stil can shop when u arent ard.. wakie wakie.. stop being self-fish.
No.6...
always wanting to go somewhere.. i dunno where la.. cos i dun bother to ask.. hehe.. and status is set to awy with the PM:"I'm on my way". u will never make ur way there... cos thru ur journey u always U-turn and go home go online.. than frm home to ur destination again.. always thru n fro.. so tt will NEVER happen =)
No.7...
so injured ur thumb huh? pain eh? n e PM was: "When will i recover? 1week? 1mth? 1yr?" OI!!! if takes more than 1mth ar.. i advise u.. go potong ur thumb la.. its useless alrdy.. bo value liao..
No.8...
PM: "i swear tt i'm up to no good" ok i know.. but u shudn't say it out! else everyone will be on guard, than u can't take on any revenge or wad so ever shit le...
hahaaa.. and lastly.. MY PERSONAL MESSAGE!
"*.Obedience is a surrender of power.*" yeah~ think abt it.. if u r to obey, u admit defeats means u got no authority.
alrite. its a lame lame post! either u enjoy or you dont! wadever~
i'm wicked...
c.o.n.n.i.e-t.h.e-b.i.t.c.h
ciaO!
[*.everyday is a brand new day, a new start, a new for every single thing*.]
♥ connie at 11:32 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Another lazy saturday gone just like that! yesh.. missy koh is super lazy to be out anywhere. loves slping at home only! damn darn dammit! no idea wad i'm doin. jus rotting.. slacking my whole day. my voice sounds bad. ear block and my voice changes too... eeee... i hate it! haix~was flipping thru the her world june issue and saw the page on 50 gorgeous men... awww... c alrdy *faint* hehe.. with my sis i told them the only malay guy is a gd catch.. Cos.. he is.. bodilicious! hahahaaha.. those abs.. any female dun like that? so after reading on some interviews with them.. i asked them good or bad guy? and our answer r the same.. neither good nor bad. cos we like... Good Bad Boy! hahaa.. sweetie pie r nice to look at... but not really our type... well well.. we dun set high standards.. do we????? eh i dunno.. haha.. its fun to read up and talk abt with my sisters.. hehe.. ya lar go ahead n call us cheeky lar. saw lots of interesting stuffs but haven read finish yet.. only read 1/3 of it.. 2/3 more for tmr.. hehee
ytd was out.. yesh went out with only some cash, card n hp! yea.. simple~ everywhere got so many pple.. its scary.. 1st day of gss and its crowded le.. hmm.. saw tt white lace skirt frm gg>5... its so nice!!! but fitting rm long queue!!! tempted to take the risk of buy w/o tryin..mm but did do so =( ...
in gucci boutique.. well, too bad bala wasnt with me!!! else she can c him.. yesh! that guy! rmb tt time we walk pass n jus happen so to look inside and *blink blink* smthing bling bling in there caught our eyes.. haha.. we jus loves to observe things ard us.. great observants! heeez =P
5days more and my attacments will end. Oh holy~ holy~ bless tat woman with all the holy shit stuffs! [ahahaha fk lar wad am i sayin..] crazy~
oki.. end here.
ciaO!
♥ connie at 11:23 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
Men turn into ugly things when they cannot get you.
I agree with that statement. How about you? Well no offence. Wonder how many guys wud agree that statement. *pondering*
well well..later part of my day be... goin to apply for e job as a ppt... yesh! hopefully. than shoppin.. i've listed down wad i wanna get.. omg... gonna be poor again.. but no worries... GSS HAS STARTED!!! so many sales going on!! COOL~ hehe.. shopping makes my day! hehe..
read smthing abt duncan! he's actually married and alrdy has a 1 1/2 yr old daughter!!!! OMG! that's the most shocking news. *pengz* everything he said is abt the daughter. nthing abt e wife. so the meaning is rather obvious. seems like guys of his age has kid(s) alrdy and end up going the wrong way. dunno wad most pple r thinkin now.. its so unpredictable.
finally feels numb.. no more hard feelings.. *phew* nthing.. seems like he has been execute outta my life thou its only been a week or two.. lets c whether promises r kept or its jus plain talk. yeah most likely plain talking.. cos we crap too much.. it never stops. its only recently than it comes to a stop.. afraid tt we might end up playing with fire [read tt in chinese].
hmm.. gdnite..
ciaO!
♥ connie at 2:01 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
sshhhhh...i'm bloggin at work now.. cos.. the woman went out after we came back frm our lunch.. she pack and go! wOOt~ now in office everyone is doin their work.. some play game.. some dunno wad they doin.. ME! BLOGGING! i'm done with my errors editing... check alrdy.. shoudnt be any more prob la.. if got than edit nxt wk cos took off tmr! hehe.. wad am i goin to do? i dunno!!!! lets c wad i can do ba.. :~(
well well.. hehe 1 more wk and my attachment gonna end!!! woOOOOoo~ goin to be back to my Tomato Town for FYP!!!
so fast.. n soon be graduating eh.. OMFG!!!! so fast!!!! 1st yr enter poly was like... waa i stil gt 3 more yrs to go... and now!!! YOU SEE!!! its less than a yr alrdy! haix~ time flies.. treasure the time WE spend together!
hmm.. ytd nite fetch bro back to camp.. and yesh!!! its all pitch dark!!!! after bro alighted da jie quickly locked the car door..hahaha cos ar... there got many ah-neh.. we drove pass the cemetry..and i said to da jie...
me:"da jie.. u c.. at nite drive/walk pass no one knows its cemetry lor so dark!"
da jie:"wad for need light in cemetry? no one wud go there at nite.."
me:"no one visit but stil mus have lights lar... at least one lamp post than far far distant awy another lamp post ma.."
da jie:"those 'things' there dun need the light"
me:"aye..dunno lar.. mus have lights de lar... gonna write letter to suggest le.."
da jie: -_-"
ok..i dunno wad caught on me ytd nite.. i know my suggestions weird lar.. hahahaaaa... but no no.. i am not goin to write in... jus saying nia... y do i suggest that suddenly??? eh.. well partially is bcos one of my v close aunt was buried there.. yea.. so somehow... aye dunno how to describe it lar.. yupz.. REALLY THEY SHUD HAVE A FEW LAMP POST THERE LAR! -_-" another incident was.. b4 reaching the main road.. i told da jie.. "SEE!!! 3 AH NEH AT THE ROAD SIDE!!!" but da jie say she nv c them until close distance to them.. SEE!!!! so dark there!!! if they kena run across by reckless drivers n run awy frm scene.. how??!! no eye witness de leh.. cos its empty there at nite. *cold~
haha ok la.. i know i sounds kinda weird alrdy.. so gonna stop it b4 everyone starts to shun awy frm my blog.. heex..
ciaO! gonna start play Diner Dash 2! *sshhh~*
♥ connie at 4:40 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
rotting awy my saturday jus like that... plan to be out.. but nv get to do so.. was at granny hse in e late afternoon! i was so so so slpy... on e journey to fetch bro frm camp.. i almost fall aslp... than... frm his camp to granny hse.. thou distance is short.. i oso wanna slp... at granny hse.. i sit there oso wanna slp! so didnt manage to go over n play with lil'sean.. =( on my way home i oso wanna slp! watch some drama, i oso slp! if go to slp... mum will start to nag.. sayin tis dun do that dun do always slp... haix... WTH!!!!!!! what a SLEEPY DAY!! and now i cant slp! if were to lie on my bed.. machiam full of energy... cant slp too!!! WTF!!!!! sick alrdy lar... weird illness =(anyone has a positive mind? always made the right decision... never the wrong move.. and its always positive result? i'm sure almost everyone make blunders too.. but i've made LOTS of blunders.. LOTS of thingy leading to my brain can't think of the right path to take.. it always get lost in between decision! lousy! jus shut up if u find wadever shitty stuffs u wanna say abt me.crazy lar... bo lia.. childish.. wadever lar.. get lost, i dun need ur comments.
i never get clear with somethings and that is...
WHY ARE THE PEOPLE WHOM I KNOW ARE ALWAYS THE SAME KINDA PEOPLE? EVERYTHING ABT THEM IS ABOUT THE SAME!!! AND WHY DO THEY LIKE TO TORTURE ME! SO IN THE FUTURE ITS BETTER FOR ME JUST TO IGNORE THEM? ELSE I'LL TEND TO GET FREAK OUT BY THEM!
yes, be the arrogant one 1st and things will get oover quickly... *poof* gone!
=(
ya, some say things happening in my life is interesting.. but its not..cos there are lots of complications, nothing goes smoothly between one after another. its always rough patches... =( if i'm stil workin part time on wkends... i guess all these thingy wont happen alrdy.. cos i wont have the time or energy to be out on wkends.. no time to chat for such long hours.. no time for such 'entertaining' stuffs which are happening now.
i'll go crazy if this continues... time to start disappearing from everyones life..... *helpless* into such a mess... its a plain tale afterall. it does not need
to exist in the 1st place. it leaves no trails behind.
bro bro bro..when u'll be back frm reservist? i need ur time! ur lousy sis is getting far to deep and lost in the forest. no sense of direction. *missing*
[a love is like flower, even the toughest, easiest of flower needs care.
it needs to be watered, it needs to be cherish in the light of the sun,
and some people even say you need to talk to it!
love is not the fulfillments of all ones needs.]
♥ connie at 11:31 PM
=( i'm bored!!!! woke up at e bloody hours 8.30am!!!! disturbed by the drill sound frm my neighbour!!!! wth!!!! dunno how many many holes they need in a hse lar... noisy noisy!!! ytd went home n bro didnt get to book out so i tot... WOW.. no EARLY MORNING CALL FRM HIM! but who knows... kena disturbed.. haix~ further more last nite only managed to slp at ard 3am... =(
hmm... ytd after work meet the girls out! yea.. went for some chinese tea session.. shocked huh??? i actually went to those places.. haha.. hmmm.. nice ambiance over there... and after sending kelly & syean home... with meiling.. wenjie..ger..we went to sengkang mac for some bites.. hehee.. and after mac.. we started to disturb wenjie to go car wash!!! hahaa.. but it didnt happen thou we stil offer to split n pay the cost.. we r so kind ya? weEEezz.. i'm use to late fri nites..
the girls i'm out with!
and... some tea appreciation frm meiling..
hmmm.. sometimes its doesn't pay to be kind =( dunno how to express those kind of situation =( even if able to express it out.. i know i'll be bombarded with lots of #$%^&... ITS WRONG...NEVER THINK ABT IT!!
Q: If u have a choice on some "special power", wad wud it be?
if i've a choice.. definately its gonna be.. reading of someones else mind! jus wan to know exactly what they are thinking instead of making assumption and never get right to the point. =(
=(
♥ connie at 1:01 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!damN! i'm falling sick!!!!!!@#$%^&*
eyes r teary! nose is itchy! for the whole day.. i am feelin SLEEPY! wadever i do.. i feels super duper sleepy!!!guess bcos last nite slpt ard 3.. and woek up b4 9am..cos BRO started to shout.. who wanna have macdonalds breakfast!!!!!!!! after tt cant slp le.. kns!!! jus now acc da jie to drove him back to camp.. in e car, i oso wanna slp!!! imagine the journey frm my hse to lim chu kang.. than lim chu kang back to home... wad a sleepy day!!!!!
okie nt gonna talk much... i gotta slp early VERY early tdy after i'm done with my report!!
ciaO!
♥ connie at 10:17 PM
i had another lazy day! did nthing but watch tv went granny hse..tats all.. oh yea.. went to holland... long time nv go there in the afternoon... so kinda nt use to it haha... was waitin for tt jackson to open tt stupid door..call shop he oso wont answer.. sleepin lar him..hahaha.. i gave tt malay staff a shocked.. haha.. no idea why.. he like.. "waaa.. kan dao gui." hahaha..when i gave him e invoice, he went to stamp on the invoice for payment!!!! *pengz* but he's a nice guy la..my bro is weird la.. b4 10pm he is slping alrdy.. hmmm..
and er jie is funny!!! after her shower she came out to talk to da jie n me.. we both were using our comp. so didnt really answer her.. but listenin to wad she sayin la.. and she starts to say us.. "CAN ANSWER AND ENTERTAIN ME NOT?" hehe.. siblings r weird tdy..
decided to take off on nxt fri...or e followin monday.. hehee.. wan to have another long wkend.. its mothers day tmr... dunno wad they r gettin for mum.. and its also ler bday... he can have a 2 in 1 celebration... =P
ciaO!
[*.i'm happy like nobody business.* hehee]
♥ connie at 12:35 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE! SIMPLY A NOBODY TO ME! THANK YOU FOR HATING ME.ASKED ME TO SHUT UP? U SHUD START SHUTTING UR BIG DAMN MOUTH UP.
WHY?? NO IDEA?? BCOS YOU ARE DUMB! YOU TALKED 10-SENTENCES I TOOK MORE THAN 10MINS TO REPLY. ISN'T IT OOBVIOUS? U USE UR ASS TO THINK NOT YOU BRAIN! DUMBO!
OR MAYBE ITS HOLLOW UP THERE???????
SINCE U LIKE TO USE THE WORD FUCK SO MUCH, GO CHANGE UR NAME TO FUCKER! YEAH~ COOL!
♥ connie at 2:15 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
*BAAH!*woke up automatically at 8.30am!!!! but tried to get back to slp but failed to do so!! haahaa.. had less than 5hours of sleeps.. great, huh? din went out.. stayed home and went crazy!!!!! ya.. out of my mind alrdy.. wan to go out tmr?????!!!!!!! get back to me ASAP b4 i get 'hypnotize' by my bed again! hahaha.. hmmm... my bro bro gonna be back to tekong again! *gasped* the tekong-king has revived! haha we use to call him tt when he was having his bmt there.. hehe.. guess he'll be there for only a wk or so..
yeah!
left with 3 more wks to end my attachment and another thingy... its so fast! time flies... had a great nite with my clsmates ytd to celeb meilings' 21st bday.. seldom get to gather with them and last nite i think its the 1st time with the big grp lar =D ... manage to roll back to home at 3plus.. tis mth quite a number of pple bday...
1.my bro
2.adeline
3.meiling
4.gordon
5.sharon... can't rmb stil got who. hee.. its like in 1 wk there is at least 1 celebration.. woOo pocket gonna burn big big hole.. haha..
ytd in the morning.. e women wasnt ard she was out for some meeting... and so... took pics of the small small office.. hmm.. gt the pic of her seat.. but dun wanna post it la.. spoils my entry! hahahaa
SEE!!! tis is my place..
small eh.. see the stack of paper... its my incomplete task which tt women say mus be completed on monday.. but dun care la.. only she will panick cos its last min stuffs!!! hahaha..
when nite falls... we r very very alert.. =P
no idea how the pic turn out tis way! cool eh? hahaaa...
sucha a long way ahead..
POSEIDON! watch it with the rest of them.. was walkin and walkin than saw the poster so... haha quickly took out my phone to snapped it =D if i've e photos frm meilng.. eill post it up at a later date.
when i got home.. got scared by a lizard! hahaa.. while takin off my shoes.. it dropped onto dads' car!!! got a BIG shocked.. cos it crawl towards my direction.i wan to siam it.. end up being 'lun zhun' had my bag knocked onto the fish tank n freak the fishes out! haahaa..
i told a lie!!! cos i jus dun wanna answer e qnt! and i've no idea wad he said is true or not.. its so difficult to differentiate his jokes and truthful answer. i'm doubtful abt him at times. aarrgghh! anyway, anything happened tdy is over.. may tmr be a better day. *hope so*
my mind is in a twirl!
aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhh!!!
[*.rather be stab once and for all, than kept in the dark.*]
♥ connie at 11:55 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
heex..recently been bloggin almost everyday.. well.. nothing to do? not really.. jus can't focus 100% on anything la.. naughty brain been up to smthing evil~, again! haha.. was reading smthing and "they" came to my mind. Eh... ok i jus wanna say.... *ahem* STUPID-s*ckers!!! wahahaaa.. i dunno wad got into me.. was online clickin here n there than.. *POPPED* they appeared.. and my brain starts to run at v fast speed.. so when i think abt it... i'm giggling!! DAMN!!!!! goin bonkers! alrite.. gotta stop thinkin abt them else i cant slp.. laughin too much.. heehe.. guess i've got freak out by xiao-hei so brain nt functioning tt well.. hahahaaa..and i oso got freak out whenever i heard my phone *beep*[silent mode so it beep lar].. hahaa... scary la.. its either while waiting to read the msg.. heart freeze.. cold sweat wahahaaa... incoming call worst still... directly NAME and PIC appear.. *pengz* ... hahaa ok la.. tryin to be sarcastic only, its not tt freaky.. =P
hey heyz.. which day shud i ask for off day nxt wk????????? any idea???? hahaa.. i wanna spend time with so MANY pple.. hahaa.. but tOO MANY til i dunno WHO! i wan that day to be my special day! muahahaaa... *cold~*
eh... smthing is wrong with me la.. but i've no idea wads wrong.. mmm... i'm feelin slightly happier than b4 =)
An archaeologist is the best husband any women can find; the older she gets, the more interested he is in her.
AGREE?? if so... go find an Archaeologist as ur hubby ba.. eh i dun need one.. *FREAKY*!! hahaa..
its a humid nite.. pls do not cover blankie to slp =) hahahaa..
better stop here b4 i starts to blabber EVERY SINGLE DETAIL..
ciaO!
*lips sealed*
♥ connie at 11:57 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
oh well oh well.. i cant slp!!!! hahaa... stil feeling bloated after the dinner!!!!!! yesh!! is tt a lunch cum dinner cum supper? i dunno...gt home and the results for the election is announced .. recently my hse here is the hot topic on the election..well, in conclusion, still SDA won.
hmm...tt stupid bro!! ask me wan to join him for movies with his staffs!! not only tt.. i jus got home an hr ago and tempt me to go out again!!! aarrgghh.. i hate u bro!! hahaha.. stil say wad go out with him no problem wont kena #$%^& by my parents... nxt time mus let me knw in advance.. cannot wait til i'm home in e late nite than inform me.. somehow kinda energetic now too!!! aargghh!!! hELP~
mmMMmm... tdy the guy... he is somehow... being sweet n nice... has e sun has rises frm the west n sets in the east?????? haha.. oki he is different.. yea.. gave me a shocked me! xia si wo~ hahaaa..
oki la.. i blog for so long.. frm no rain i blog til it rain.. hehehe
ciaO! lukin fwd to the nxt long wkend =)
♥ connie at 2:15 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
I only manage to find the video for that song.. listen to it.. its nice.. but the video.. i dunno wad is tt la.. mus be some kinda jap anime.. enjoy the song~ =)alot to say lar.. but than cannot say.. else tis blog gonna be v messy! hahaa..
anyway.. take care all!
ciaO!
♥ connie at 11:33 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
haha..i'm keen to take up wad bro offer to me.. geex.. interesting hahaaa... well well.. stil mus think carefully abt it. dun wanna make blunders and give bro trouble..who has the song.. "We Could Be In Love" by Lea Salonga & Brad Kane if u have it..please let me know!!!!!!!!!!!!! leave me a taggie or in which ever means of communication.thanks
ciao!
♥ connie at 11:03 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!ehe.. poor him back in camp on his bday.. rmb to keep the mms i send u so that u can "redeem" the Polo Black from us ya.. stil rmb on his 21st bday i made v VERY SPECIAL "certificate" for him.. and its from US again! hahaa.. its R-rated yet creative =P .. til now he stil kept it... cos its NICE MEMORIES! haha.. okie.. gonna keep the blog short and simple..
ciaO!
♥ connie at 10:44 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
hmmm... shud i accept wad bro said tdy and work over there for him? mmm.. want to work part time.. but... hmmmm... can't really decide if its kinda similar to wad i worked for previously.. anyway.. within tis one mth time i'll decide while stil having the attachment on. if back to work.. cant meet out with frens anymore.. unless these fren dun mind meeting me after 1 or 2am.. workin hrs r til mid nite.. yupz. tts y.. cant decide yet.. haix..ciaos..
[*.between us..many things were left unsaid and nothing is fulfilled.*]