Monday, January 26, 2009
Happy Chinese New Year!awhile ago had a chat wif him...
hmmm, things arent the same as before.. and i hope things that i've said he thinks about it and hopefully gets my wad on my mind.
sometimes i feels frustrated. sometimes head over heel. sometimes its just so sucky.
haiz... all these feelings are not nice to experience.. knowing the truth is the best thing that can happen.
recently haven been feeling good...like wad i've said.. things are different now... not so nice anymore..i always rmb last friday!!! i got fed up w him!!! all thanks to tt msg... things suppose to go this way but it end up the other way... haiz... jus feel like strangling him!!! tried to be understanding but.. i can't make myself to do it.. haiz... i really dunno why...
one lil step is all it takes. and this step seems to take forever.
alright... i hope i wont need to post further upsetting stuffs....
its killing me. =(
have an enjoyable CNY!
♥ connie at 2:17 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
haiz i feel so lousy ..not surprise... yet feels upset for all these that had happened.
miserable? i guess so.. haizz
♥ connie at 10:27 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
haiz.. dunno wad is wrong wif my computer again... haiz.. so bu zhen qi meh...currently using laptop.. well not really my liking cos screen so small.. keyboard not so nice to play game.. connection oso slow by dunno how many times.. haiz... my network adaptor is working fine but it doesnt seems to detect and connect.. :(
sad sad sad........... tmr than get my bro to fix it.. haizzz..
its a boring day... with constant headach... and e left side of my face hurts.. kena knocked again... slp for a short while in afternoon.. than heard bro freaking loud voice :( made a headach worst.. haiz... annyway its a slacking day.
ytd was on leave.. shiok cos i get ot slp late... laze n laze on bed till i happy than crawl out of it.. hehe... its jus a lazy morning... afternoon met up wif him cos its his rest day too... well... as usual... when he's outside my hse he felt rather panicky.. afraid to bump into my dad or mum.. haha.. but ytd bumped into none.. as mum was in the kitchen... dad wasnt home.. and bro jus left home for work.. lucky him.
headed to bugis than marina sq... seriously speaking when shop wif guy.. i jus browse thru cos i'm afraid he might be bored. so end up i gt nthing but w the intention of buying smthing.. haiz~
also caught e movie "the haunting of molly hartley" part and partial of e movie is scary.. overall stil ok.. but not worth to watch over e wkend..
again.. again and again.. incidents happen for no reasons... only he knows n it left me wif "???".. headed home ard 11... heavy traffic at cte!!! its like.. 11plus stil heavy traffic??? left us rather dumb..e whole journey was almost silent.. tired.
maybe i'm spending kinda too much time wif him every now and then... and it seems like a habit to meet up once every 2 weeks???? hmm...
lots of unsolved ????? running in my head... haiz...
anyway thats all.
goodbye. update soon.
♥ connie at 11:58 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
I've been listening to techno songs in the morning..Power 98 club hits at night...
and now.. listening to best dj dance classic..
wad a day filled with all sorts of club hits.. dance hits...
well... its been a rather rather not so right.. not so wrong week. wad a way to describe it... we went out w/o initial plan on wed aft work... it just wasnt the right day to be out.
had been kinda busy wif work.. beginning of year.. a fresh start for new things.. overall are going on well.
hmm.. i'm just so unsure of wad to blog further..
let it end here for today :)
♥ connie at 12:45 AM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
The joke to kick off 2009.. I've accidentally deleted my msn contact thru my mobile messenger. THIS IS HILARIOUS!!! I cant stop laughing when i think abt it.. hahaha.. Well manage to retrieve most of it fromo the list where i know who added me to their msn.. hehe.. well.. lesson learnt.. Be more careful when using mobile msn.. touch screen too fast.. and *PoOoOOF* all gone! so much for this hilarious experience of mine.photos frm ytd dinner..
our table of 12!
and the mango mousse cake..
all other pics nt so clear.. more of nonsence pictures too!
hmm.. okay and a lil more photo frm the previous meet up wif my poly frenz.. well.. i rmb the dinner thingy.. dinner for more than 10pax at SUPER affordable price.. hhehe.. the cheapest dinner you can get for so many pax..
our grp photo...
okie.. so much for this week!
♥ connie at 9:07 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Happy 2009!been sometimes since last update..
hmmm... last day of 2008 ended kinda abruptly. had celebration w his dept cum a bday celeb for his colleague and oso a farewell party for another colleague too.. yeah we're al having fun.. eating.. chattin.. gossiping.. photo taking... and lastly, it ended with an interrogation for him. oh well.. it stress us out.. freaked us out all of a sudden. but well.. everything was well maintained. *phew*
conclusion of my 2008... a fairly good one :)
i wont say its perfect. i wont say its bad. there's always ups and down at different times.
jus now wif family n jo family we went to a chinese restaurant at e heartland of tiong bahru to celebrate dads' bday.. cant rmb e name.. the ambience is typical chinese restaurant look... very chee-nah... food was good.. except for e dessert.. some honeydew stuffs.. luckily we had rive gauche mango mousse cake to end with! nxt post will upload some photos of it..
for the beginning of year 2009, 1st January... i got a watch!!! ok that watch was purchased within 15mins due to e "love at first sight" thing hahaha.. saw the GUESS white leather watch w crystal ard the rim.. so took a luk at it.. tried it... love it.. buy it! its on discount too!! very worth it.. happy happy~ smthing different from all my metal chain watches :)
hmm.. no other things i've in mind to purchase for the time being... save save save and buy a bigger better item.
so whats new for 2009? nthing.. as usual i dun set any re-solution because i dun wan to end up disappointed if nthing was fulfilled... only hope for the best :) thats not too greedy rite.. hehe..
had uploaded sis wedding photo to facebook.. wont upload here.. file size too huge.. lazy to resize too.. hehe.. alrite.. so much for now.. i really dunno wad else i wanna blog.. have a great weekend!