Saturday, April 29, 2006
its a sucky saturday.. everyday sucks lar.. wanted to go out.. but weather sucks.. threatening.. a rather lazy day.. no plans being carried out.. haix.. sucks. headach again.. haix.. always like tt.. headach at the wrong wrong time.. ooh.. holy shit.. geez sounded so vulgar.. ok la.. tts me.. all sorts of XYZ-language can come out frm my mouth.. =) sinister eh.. kinda irritated by some suckers... *shoo shooo shooo..* give me peace, pls.sort of having a complicated life now.. lots of WHY are unsolved.. need to unwind myself.. haix.. nxt wk to the pub anyone? hehehe.. later i end up talking nonsence than die le.. *gasp!!*
cleared my drawers and i saw my sec sch project.. on MY FAMILY. yesh.. didnt know i kept it til now.. sec 2 til now.. its like almost 6 yrs liao.. and here.. my family..
the front page..
i like tis project alot lar.. hahaha.. cos i mus THINK really hard to write up abt everyone includin myself.... score nt bad for tis.. gt an overall grade A hahaa..
tis is recent sean pic!
forever tt little boy i dote...
one of my cousin gave birth to twins.. hmm.. manage to snap the eldest son pic.. v cute lo.. da jie carried him while he was slpin... and while lookin at him.. he smiled while aslp!!! its so cute!!!! tis the pic i caught him smiling. my cousin said he always smile when he's slping. cute!!
gabriel..
ciaos.
may tmr be a better day. =)
♥ connie at 11:03 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
bro jus got back home frm camp.. so late than come home.. mmm.. if i'm nt wrong he kena guard duty..dunno on which wkend.. poor poor bro. hee..so wads e current general issue?? the election.. Hmmm... not 21 yet so dun need to vote... ard 7plus my hse here held the 1st rally.. thou field is muddy there r lots of pple.. on my way home, going up the escalator.. saw lots of policemen.. the scene luks kinda cool.. WoOo~..
apart frm that..
hmmmm... had my hair trimmed..nt much difference.. its lighter.. save my dryin hair time to almost HALF! wanted to cut shorter.. but.. as usual the stylist say.. "ARE YOU SURE? DONT! DONT DO THAT..*blah blah blah*" kena psyco everytime.. haix..
recently not being myself la.. kns.. past few days on my way to work.. aarrgghh!! saw him.. haix.. been almost 2mths since we last saw each other.. somehow dunno how to describe the situation and my feeling.. corrupted! mmm... i know we r together..its weird.. but than.. the times we spent together after work r short but yet memorable.. only rmb the good times..
long wkend ahead... goin to spend time rotting awy.. recently heard tis song
"where'd you go by Fort Minor" its a sad song... but nice music it has.. tis is the MTV.. slow in loading but worth it to listen.. the front part is abt a home of 3 families who shared the same sense of loneliness.. listen to the chorus.. its nice..
ciaos.
♥ connie at 11:28 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
i'm alrite.. 1 more week and.. hahahaa.. well... wadever.. will only update if i think i shud update.. hmmm..pics will do the talking..
the empty walk-way in the nite..
precious moments~
thank u for the gifts!!!!!!took all these thingy.. to end my life???
cocktails... some taste alrite but some... *puke*
see the difference??
i'm bored.bala like to pout!!!
finally can see bala eyes.. but luks fierce...
snatching the "lime-light" frm the camera..
right tats all i've for the time being...
oh well.. tried to kill myself but failed to do so...
because after popping it.. i realised... its useless no matter how much pills i pop.. my life wont end jus like tt...
cos... those are...
since its over i shud let u know...
M&Ms!
see! sucha huge pack yet no impact to commit suicide! kns..
well, lameness has come to an end.
goodbye.
♥ connie at 11:32 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
A Sinner.ya ya.. everything comes clashing with one another within tt short period of time.. or shud i be happy and said "welcome, to make my life that entertaining"
i'm nt clear about the things i'm handling..
i'm not sure which is the right path to take.. i guess there's no right or wrong.. i'm sure i'll create a mess out of it.. and get both or either one hurt.. i dun wan tt to happen.. if it does, sometimes i can act like nthing happened.. Great.
no matter how much i think.. conclusion is always nothing.. i cant get it right.. seems like negatives r more than the positives.. like wad he said... go with the feelings.. okie.. everything feels the same.. so i dun feel anything tt is wrong abt it.. yet.. "?????" comes into my head.. mayb its time to sort out e feelings instead of thinking.. i've known enough of those b******s and j***s.. it needs to come to an end. and, hopefully i'll be living in peace after that. yes, always hate me after tt.
ciaos.
♥ connie at 12:49 AM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
okie.. one kind soul asked me to read his blog.. so yes i went to read frm start to end.. omg... i felt so.... hmm.. dunno wad to say lar.. i'm shocked.. yet touched.. aawwee~ sweet hahahaaa...someone bday is nxt mth.. and i received tis email.. wad kinda baby are u on the mth u r born... alrite.. here's the MAY baby profile..
-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.
PROTEST!!! PROTEST!!!
well well.. after reading ar.. gotta protest!!!!! strong-willed & highly motiveted?? u r SUPER LAZY!!!! sharp tots? okie la.. deep feelings... yea true... Hahaha... beautiful physically and mentally.. YES! hhaaa... recently been workin out again ar? but u r not consistent with it... SHY TOWARDS OPPOSITE SEX??? OMG!!! THATS NOT TRUE!!!!! hahaa.. loves lit, art, travel??????? waiting for u to tell me tat one day ar.. dislike being at home??? NO!!! he is super lazy... go market or nearby place oso mus drive... not havin many children? haha.. wad is than called many??? hehe..
alrite alrite.. i'm sur u agree with me after reading it urself.. dun need to mention who lar.. u shud know who u r!!!!
ciaos!
♥ connie at 10:19 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
geez... felt so bitchy!!!!
aaarrgghh... bitch ar!!!
bitch bitch bitch!!!!
♥ connie at 11:41 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
2nd post for the day within an hour.......... i'm bored... maybe i shud start to get myself out of the internet-life.. tends to get hooked onto my pc daily.. u know... my pc make wonders... and now for new entertainment will be.. TV! in e past when i was w/o pc for almost 1month... almost any tv prog being aired i watched it!!! tt incl. cartoon network... national geographics... sports channel.. u know gt wad watch wad.. mai hiam alrdy... apart frm tt.. hp bills.. home tel. bills oso shoot up! u know.. mus keep in contact with frenz.. haha.. everything jus seems so well planned w/o e company of e pc..hmmm.. let me blog til bro is home ba...
tis wk.. haix.. "She who lack of love has bad attitude.. cos she's still single" tat women ar... haix... got problem lar.. i dunno y i am always so evil.. mus do something to keep myself frm evil thots...
many things seems so outdated to me w/o anyone updating me.. instead of getting updated properly.. i only get to know things on e spot.. okie la i know i am v dreamy.. but dun need to treat me til like tt.. esp ler.. always call me ah-blur.. nt blur oso let him call til blur.. everytime say me.. y u look so dreamy... or.. y u so blur... mmm...am i?? need an elaboration on myself.. any kind soul, pls give me a report on ME.. haha..
mmm... "pisces pple r dreamy.. lives in their own world of fantasy.." but... hey.. fantasy world??? how i wish i got one ar.. hahaa.. but currently my life is full of downs... where are my ups??? kinda dead bored with life.. everyday..everyweek is like a routine.. monday - friday.. 9-6 work.. 7pm onwards be home staring either at the monitor or tv.. wkends.. zzzz.. rotting.. even if meet out with frenz.. it will be only half a day...
how i wish for e past ar...
wkdays.. after sch either i'll be at work or coffee with frenz... wkends.. i'll be workin..at work.. with my nice colleagues... and with the few funny pple ard... after work can meet fren out... i miss those days!!!! ya ya.. i know if u r reading tis..u will say... "stop living in the past lar.. move on goon doo!" eh..pls la i am jus stating wad i like mah.. dun tel me... u LOVE ur present life alot? ya u'll love it if ur life is perfect lor.. and u r lucky with everything.. but dun tell me.. i'll think of ways to make ur life miserable... cos i'm too bored with life.. need some entertaining stuffs to spice it up.. =P
oh.. my god~ wad am i bloggin tdy...
alrite tt all bro is back..ciaos!
ok..
i am now feeling v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v sad... i feel like crying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos i dunno wad the hell wrong is with my pc!!!!!! u know my pc and me.. we r v close..w/o it my life is incomplete.. hahahaha... ggeeex~ and now i'm usin my bro pc to blog.. it might be my last post b4 i get to post any new posting if my bro can revive my dearest! damn it!!!!!!!!!! cant find my windows cd if bro gonna reformat it... sway ar!!!!kns lar...#$%^&*... and now bro is nowhere in sight.. he went out..supper..happily eating.. when i sms him think he mus be "HAHAHA FINALLY HER PC MATI AR" surely he will LOL!!!! aaAArrrGGGhhHHH.. w/o my pc.. mean my songs gone~.. my half done report gone~.. omfg... those other stuffs gone toO!!!! hopefully.. tmr bro can save it.. bro ar bro i depend on u le.. ur sis who studied partially IT course... is a IT nerd..hahahaha..
ok la.. no mood to blog le :~(
cciaos!
♥ connie at 10:35 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
how did u all spend ur sunday?my sunday is "GREAT".. woke up with big headache! mum is weird... after i woke up she machiam like flared up.. okie nvm.. bear with it..afterall she's my mum.. so... my 1st half of the morning happened in the toilet! yesh! toilet! its my turn to wash the rm toilet tis week.. hahaha.. b4 i start to wash it.. i SCREAMED!!!!!!!! cos i saw a centipede!!!! omg.. i shouted like mad until er jie came to my rescue.. heex..
the other half of my day i'm dreaming lar... cant blame it on my dreamy side..
Connie = dreamy... i think ALOT ok.. but come to no conclusion haha.. lousy thinker!
awhile ago sent bro back to his camp.. whoever who called me on my phone during tt time.. i can't hear a single thing.. cos... bro is MAD! he blast the speakers with his techno songs.. headache lar.. goon doo bro!
hmm.. anyway spent my sunday as per normal.. *sob sob* and now its... nite alrdy.. tmr gotta work.. depression!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix..
ciao!
♥ connie at 10:10 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
MY DA JIE IS BACK FRM HER TRIP!!!! she's back after spending 1wk alone in the hotel and me spend 1 wk alone in my room.. its BORING!!!! hahaahaa...its saturday!!!! and wad the hell am i doing at home!!!! rotting at home.. going against almost everyone hahahaa... jus trying to make my life slightly better by acting funny with everyone.. haha its dead bored k.. got the headach spell again!!!! last nite.. i didnt went home late.. i didnt touch on any alcohol thingy.. yet machiam like hangover like tt.. sucks lar.. guess the headach makes me crazy.. ya.. cant think properly tdy... jus like a stupid girl.. yes.. like wad sean call me.. stupid girl!!!! heehe
guess.. tdy i wanna rule the world..
designed tt at work.. cos nthing to do hahaa..last nite.. on my way home.. met ler.. okie tis guy he luk at me and ask y i luk pale.. so took out my mirror and looked! omg.. really like white sheet of paper lor... *freaky* but dun feel anything wrong at all.. fine leh.. weird la.. at nite turns pale as thou i saw smthing freaky like tt..hehe... lasst nite the conversation with him is weird la.. guess kena brain damage.. hahaha... til now the headach stil haven disappear.. mayb it a sign of falling sick soon!! geex... and i went home.. er jie oso said tt.. "oh no.. u lian bai bai.. yao sheng bing alrdy" so i told her "on my way home.. saw smthing which i shudn't see" hahahaaa... yup last person i saw was ler.. see him face turn white hahaaha... its ler fault! #$%^& haha..
jus now joanne and her mum was at my hse.. and we were talkin abt goin to hong kong.. bangkok.. KL.. jus a short trip togther.. and we starts to "shoot" my bro.. he went to hongkong with my mum b4.. and dunno wad we talk abt til i mentioned abt a pic taken outside the NAC fountain when he was young... i told them whenever i walk pass nac tt fountain it reminds me of my bro!!! the position he sits v v cute~ haha nt gonna scan his pic n post else i'll kena smack by him.. jus like tdy morning.. i woke up not long watching some drama and he luk at me and took the golf club wanna hit me.. hahaa.. think he long wanted to hit me on the head with it liao la.. hahaaa. talking abt him.. he sprained his ankle while playin soccer for the charity in the army.. and for almost a wk plus alrdy his leg stil haven recover.. poor thing.. ytd stil went hospital for x-ray.. the doc direct him to specialist.. i like to tease him.. oh no.. gonna downgrade frm sgt to clerk liao hahahaa... he has a evil sister.. heex... oh yes.. we even talked abt the kinda guys we mus look for.. the one who drives.. with a career of goodie goodie pay... mus got six pecs ahahahaa... mus pass our parents standards than we can date.. hahaaa.. u know... Mr Perfect? hahahaha.. we loves to dream la.. so rmb to wish our wishes come true k? hehee..
alright.. guess i talk enuff of rubbish tdy.. i stil cant think properly.. brain damage alrdy.. haix~
ciao!