Friday, September 25, 2009

What is it referring to in June and July?
I just hate myself for checking that out....
thinking too deep into it?
tot we are goin out tonite but to my great great disappointment..... haiz.....
dun mention anymore...
letting it go and yet theres always smthing happened that makes me hold on..


well.. haven been feeling good for the past week... getting pale and paler :(



haiz...





what is happening?



again feel so low low low... so mixed up again and again. never ending

♥ connie at 11:38 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Unable to slp... haiz... guess i had a little too long afternoon nap..

everything doesnt seems smooth for last week =(
work doesn't go that well too =( serveral issues arised and leads me to v low moral to work.. simply lost that motivation. honestly speaking almost breakdown at work on friday but.. it was well controlled. after so much that happened, i don't seems to be doing my job right. too many chances were given... kinda tired. and monday is my appraisal for 09 mid yr... wonder how the ratings are... hmmmm...
seriously, i'm lost for words.

aside to that.. things between us are fine... slightly improved compared to the past 2 weeks which sucks like hell and purely ignorant. oh well.. had to admit i sucks at relationship. i just hope after this long wkend things to be back to norm.
well, he mentioned he was considering to change job.. the job he had pay much better.. work load wise is more relaxing... but i cant tell him, he'll be promoted wef next month. cos his boss has yet to pass the letter to him. with this promotion i guess he will be even more busy! wtf! can't conclude if its a good or bad thing. haiz~

:~(

♥ connie at 12:22 AM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

I just noticed, I updated only twice in the month of August.

So what's new for this month? Sony Vaio CS36, white color! Yes! Finally got a new gadget at the Comex fair. Though its kinda costly but many freebies were thrown in. Yet again with or without freebies i'll still buy it. plus ms office w 3 license at only 99bucks!!! damn cheap ok!!! i rmb i got 1 license intially at almost $129 when ms07 was out! wth felt so cheated 2 year back.. haha.. many items were super duper affordable... wanted to get canon pixma all in one printer but didnt.. cos it was tiring from the walkin here and there.. and so left suntec happily with my new love.
and also...
finally get to catch the movie "the proposal" at marina sq. it was hilarious!! nice movie :) had out dinner at bali thai... indonesian + thai food restaurant.. almost closed to tears eating the noodles... it was soo spicy.. big chilli.. small chilli padi was used. so its really HOT!!! overall e food is nice.. svc is great! :)
the whole of ytd was great :)

but the whole wk wasnt that great.... tuesday was back to work... on my way.. i suddenly felt like fainting... almost blackout... vision kinda blur.. managed to get a sit and sat on for awhile... luckily i had da jie with me.. else i dunno wads gonna happen... for that few mornings.. mum kept nagging at me looking so pale! -_-" but i felt nthing wrong... what's wrong??? haiz..
well, i dun luk fwd to work nxt week... been draggging myself to work nowadays... just dunno why. the motivation has dropped gradually. haiz... i wish i'll recover frm that kinda feeling..

this is so random...

hmmm... I need a getaway soon!!!

♥ connie at 12:12 AM

Sunday, September 06, 2009

It's long since any updates. Having ups and down as days pass..
Things between us are not that wonderful too. More down than up :(
Let's just hope it gets better after the festive month... 2 weeks more.


Had a very difficult night on friday, midnight was sleeping and received a message from my cousin that cousin cheryl of ours had passed away. Still planned to visit her in the hospital with mum the next day, but well, no longer the same. We're visiting her at the wake. She had a brave fight with cancer for the past 4 years and sad to say she lost the battle. Though we're not that close but still it's so sad to hear about the news. Wasn't able to sleep as I'm not sure if I should inform my mum about it when she's sleeping. It wasn't long before our house phone rang with relatives informing us of the sad news. Felt rather sad for my aunt on the lost of her daughter. She appeared very strong but can see that she's really depress. Hope after tomorrow and when she leaves for australia with her youngest daughter she feels better.

All I can say is.. Life is so vulnerable it taught me to treasure people around me more and more, after each incident that occurs.

Alright, will update whenever I've the time.
Have a great week at work!

♥ connie at 11:33 PM