Saturday, October 24, 2009

"Sometimes it's better to let go without knowing the real reason...
Because it will surely hurt more to find it Unreasonable."

♥ connie at 2:01 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

This is post number 540. So over the years since poly days till work happy and sad events had been said and told. See how time flies over the years...

Well, I've alway wanted to tell him some stuffs but to date the chances of saying everything is very minimum. Wonder when I can say it out.....

It has been a pretty nice and happy relationship with you. Enjoyed the time we took leave just to be with each other for shoppings, movies, lunch, dinner.. etc, met after work just to be in the companion of each other, out for ice cream in the middle of the night, strolling along the beach, surprises we had for each other and much more. But in recent month everything drifted apart, no longer the same. I seems to be the last on your priority list. There's always something seems to be more important than me apart from your family. And it's not surprise for me to think that you are seeing someone else out there. The trust I've built in you died gradually.
How much longer can I take it with this kind of relationship? I do not have the answer but you should be able to give me an answer for it.

When was the last time we went out for dinner or movie? It was exactly 1 month back when I purchased my laptop. I mentioned to you on our way home after work that you seems busy and I wished I can a little more of your time. Honestly, I hated the way you replied me, "Sorry for bring too busy for you." I wished you continue by saying you'll spend more time with me instead of that "Sorry". Exactly I went quiet because I'm holding back my tears. You may claim I am demanding, self-fish, not being understanding and etc. But what am I asking for? To have more time for each other and not get drift apart.

I guess I am the stupid one to hold on to such a relationship. And always wishing you will show me a little more attention and spare me a little more of your time. Unless things takes for a better change.

♥ connie at 10:59 PM

Saturday, October 03, 2009

It's a busy October to start with. =(

♥ connie at 11:02 PM