Sunday, July 30, 2006

my head hurts since fri nite!! its near the center slightly to the left of the back of my head!!! if i touched it accidentally.. omg.. can faint.. will kena headach for a period of time!!! got prob with slpin too!!! haix.. walked too fast it oso hurts! whats wrong!!!!! actually it wasnt that hurt on fri nite until sat morning can feel the hump there.DAMM WHY AM I COMPLAINING SO MUCH!@#$%^

Granny is discharge ytd! Yeah~... went to her hse and visit her ytd, definately she looks GREAT!!! =) a sigh of relief nothing happened to her =) Sean was there too..and granny was goin to slp.. he started to sing "twinkle twinkle lil stars" and his famous "xiao bai tu" everyone in the room LOL! didnt went to visit her tdy cos mum needs to pray.. yeah the chinese 7th mth. and also no cars!!!! bro drove sis car to camp.. dad went out!!! take public transport to jurong.. v v far~~~

haix.. anyway monday BLUEs? approaching!!!!! i hate it!!! @#$%^&!!!!!!
arrrgghhh~

♥ connie at 11:15 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

been slackin in lab for the whole 5days. i dun have the mood to do anything even if i try doing it.. the pc will hang... deployment fails.. code doesn't work. jus so sucky. wadever abt sch.. i'm not in the mood for sch related stuffs at this moment. didnt really spend much time with my frenz..only during lunch hours... i'm not in the mood to be out or anywhere. count me out for everything. the time isn't right. and frenz who used to be fren and whom aren't fren anymore. sry don't ask me anything, i'm jus lagging far behind everyone. i got too much to handle now.

i'm more concern about granny. visited her directly after sch these few days. she looks better and better each day. from what i observe she's improving. jus now we tested her.. i went fwd to her askin her whether she recognise and know who i am not. one glance only she say dunno.. until i told her.. take a closer look.. she say "CONNIE!" yes! from young she look after me. and very often every sat or sun i'll go over to her hse with mum n da jie. glad to see her condition improving. but i was very very extremely put down by bro sms. he asked me how's granny and when she wud be discharge. i told him she is fine and doc will discharge her if she is in the right state to go home. but after exchanging a few smses frm bro.. he said granny is suffering there, she wants to be home. ok bro i understand wad u mean by this. i also heard from the others to bring her home if she insisting on going home. but everyone hopes the best for her to be discharge and let her health improve. didnt reply him after the very last msg.. i know i'm gonna cry out and freak the hell out of everyone and starts to scold bro. felt very demoralized by what he said. i wan nthing but granny to cover.

mum wasnt at her very best too. ytd she went out and she forgotten to turn off the fire. she was boiling some stuffs over low fire. 4hours later after she was out. dad went home and to find the whole house smoky and smelly. its the burnt smell of the stuffs she's boiling. luckily there was no fire. else i dunno wads the consequences wil be. everything in the house smells burnt... the clothes.. cushions.. curtains. cupboards were covered with smokes. 1st and 2nd floor including our bedrms were filled with that smell. everything is so toxic. tat includes the water at home.. it has the taste of charred stuffs.

one of my auntie.. i feel like smacking her hard on the mouth for sayin so much nonsence. ALWAYS REMEMBER USE UR BRAIN TO THINK!!! BUT U NEVER THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAKS! you always think you are right! but NO, NEVER. maybe 1 out of 10 times u r right! pathetic uh? whatever u said really sucks to the core. mock ur words it wud take a turning point and shoot it against urself. ur mouth jus stinks like shit! worst than the sewage! i respect u as an elder so i nv talk back to u. tis time ard wont be that lucky of i hear all those stuffs again!

headach.. troubled.. doubtful. the ride home was bumpy due to massive jam and car accident at PIE changi.. it stretch all the way to CTE. stucked there for almost an hr.. wont be stucked there if took train home. life was at risk. traffic moving slow yet stil speed pass the road shoulder. thanks to the reckless driver. stil can't get to slp due to the late dinner.. everything is happening one by one.. 1stly saw don at bugis last wk.. things wasnt goin well met out on sat with them.. it was v weird but i tried to ignore it. and monday things happen to granny... thurs kitchen almost caught fire. everything is so unlucky. might not play a big role in the family but there is no one who can help. da jie jus changed her job.. cant anyhow take off.. er jie buddy on leave cannot take leave too.. bro stil need to go camp.. dad needs to work.. mum needs to shutter between home n hospital.. i need to go sch. but i dun wan mum to be worn out. pls let everything has a turning point to make life that wont be so physical and mentally consuming.

to all: please and DON'T aggravate me at this point of time. i know i'll be to the extreme of destroying everything which is once beautiful. i know others will say if things meant to happen this way there is no way of turning it back. you will never understand how i feel until u have a taste of it. find me scary or wad i dun care. u wan to be fren with me or enemy go ahead. all i need now is time.

thanks ler for being there.
ciao!

♥ connie at 11:58 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

granny looks fine tdy!! she's discharge to those normal ward le.. no more in high dependancy ward liao.. overall improves alot. with philip and da jie we joked with granny.. she told us not to go home too late.. but philip told her da jie drove plane, shes's a pilot, she's a doctor, and she's a lawyer!! yeah granny was laughing.. =) she will be treated with special care frm the nurses cos they offended my granny w/o being at their 100% service! my uncles kicked up a fuss and one of my uncle works at e heart center.. so.. after meetings and negotiaitions... they offered 100% service to granny! it was suggested it wud be better if the bill for the stay and everything is VOID! that is kinda rubbish la.. but mus screw them up abit.. =P
hmmm.. probably tmr or sat she wud be discharged. she'll be goin thru physiotherapy to aid her backbone problem. hopes things goes smoothly for her. =)
ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:37 PM

blogging in sch! now time check 1003... a tiring strat of the week..
granny is hospitalised due to a sudden heart attack. on monday morning was critical for her but she's strong to pull thru that round w/o being admitted to the hospic. after sch went with da jie n er jie to c her.. many relatives was there too... poor joanne was set to leave for london on tt nite.. and she was sobbin afraid tt smthing might happen to her... since young.. granny looked after us and we were very close to her. Its like out of 7days.. 5days we are with her. very very close to as compared to other cousins..
but on tues morning she was admitted to high dependancy ward due to her bodyache... since tues she was there for til today.. dunno when she can be discharge.ytd went to see her.. hmmm.. she looks v tired than the day b4.. was told by the nurse she didnt sleep for the whole nite. yes granny did say she can't get to slp. cos she afraid.. yar they tends to think in that manner at old age. doc. did say its crucial period cos they nv know whether the attack will acts up again not. obviously we wish for is a, NO! NEVER again! she was never admitted to hospital for any problem n tis is her 1st time. it proves that she's strong!! hopes granny faster recover.

probably goin off earlier frm lab to hospital to c granny.. cant set my brain to the right mode and do my stuffs.
ciao

♥ connie at 10:03 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

A message to you. yes you shoud know who you are.
you gt me obsessed over you. yet left me with bits & pieces memories of you.
aren't you evil?

once disappointed and dejected. what was said in the past seems so easy but times are different. in words stil norm fren but when we face each other.. both of us feel like vanishing off into the thin air. i think thats a kind of stint in human. ytd the whole day was supposed to be happily for me after sch, for u after work. but it left both of us feelin miserable on our way home. we shud really start thinkin is that the way we shoud feel in the first place.

jus nt in the right mood to blog further.
ciaO.

♥ connie at 1:45 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006

jus got home almost an hr ago.. just settle down n here i am blogging!!!! well... its a week tt pass so fast..with everyhting passing by like a breeze.. nthing tedious except project.

morning was funny.. took train to dhoby ghaut than to sch.. inside the train there r those police on duty.. so i told geraldine.. follow them closely..and if they stop n qnt her.. tell them "its safer to walk with them" -_-" ok i am lame.. wadever
nthing much for the whole day except some juicy stuffs. and slpy spell

yesh.. will rmb nite time of the day..
21st July 2006
i saw someone whom i nv met for yrs alrdy :~(
hmmm no changes in him.. except for those black hair instead of colored ones.. oh yar he luks younger too!
waaah.. its so difficult to say those kinda feelings.. yar u shud know wad i mean la... was walkin straight n look up.. there he is.. attending to some cust. rather more of a shocked than surprise... hmmm...after tt.. my brain starts to wander~~~ wander~~ wander~~ it never came back to me until gordon msg me! sayin his fren saw me! oki... yar yar yar gordon u shud know everything that happened yrs ago!!!!! imagine years leH!!! not days ago.. things were rather complicated at those times... and its back to a square one after all =(
i know you wud say me silly... things happen so long stil dun clean it off my memory... i dunno.. dun let c him again bah. i know its impossible but.. well, can't predict anything thats goin to happen down the road as we move along.

alrite..so much of a post but guess not much pple wud understand.
ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:41 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

i hate the Blues~~
its a new week.. beginning of a new week.. same stuffs lookin fwd to on my wkend..
@#$% nthing is fulfilled for e past wks.. oOOo.. *shrugs*

find my arms n legs r full of problems.. left ankle hurts.. left wrist hurt.. right thumb joint hurt.. both arms shoulder hurts due to long hrs of sitting infront of the pc..typing and clickin awy~~ eh... HELLO!! is smthing gonna happen to my right leg too?!? i can sit stil dun move alrdy if all my limbs hurt!!! aaarrggh sounds so old with all these problems mann!!!

fyp fyp fyp fyp.... fyp = stress = torture = HELL!
project kinda stress lar.. cos i dunno hw my layout shud be [thou i had part of it done].. but siew mai can be flicker minded.. always explain smthing til its sounds til so chim but in e end.. its jus a simple task.. *tsk tsk tsk*

ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:05 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

am materialistic!




used to dislike materalistic pple.. but after a 'mini self declare talk session' it came to a conclusion I AM ONE, materialistic!
amazing huh??
and i was told.. Man who enter my life are looking for death! They find their life too boring w/o pple like me to set them on fire~~ hahaha.. PROTEST!!! i dun agree with that k. I'm not evil to that extent!!!
@#$%^&*!!!

ciaO!!!!!!!

♥ connie at 1:59 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

wOOt~
isnt he handsome? haha.. thats bryan.. bro likes to say.. "of cos... looks like father mah.. sean is also handsome like the father"
-_-" wad a thick skin bro i've -_-"

hmm.. read the mag Her World.. well it featured MUST READ articles for LADIES!! =P
2 reports which i find it HOT!!
Title : My Mum Stole My Boyfriend
When you think of your mum, can you ever imagine her being the other woman? A daughter shares her nightmare scenario. After her mum divorced her dad.. she brought her mum to clubs with her bf. What i'm most disgusted is.. SHE CAUGHT HER MUM AND BF KISSING PASSIONATELY infront of her frenz while she was at the dance floor!

Another report on MAN! okie.. its says "Men can be sucha babies when it comes to breakups." Ladies, agree? Hmm~..
okie here it goes IF you wanna break up with ur man... these are reasons frm men...

1. TELL THEM FIRST - means let ur man know before hand with you telling him personally instead of hearing tales frm mutual frenz.. WHY? they can starts to spin tales to tell their frenz b4 it really happens.. [they stil wana save their face]

2. DO IT IN PERSON - its better to break up with the man face to face. instead of having it thru sms..a call.. or email. thou its hard to say but face it!!!

3. BLAME THEM - don't always beat ard the bush sayin its our[ladies] fault. Push the blame to the man. It makes their healing faster.. well they are twisted tat way..

4. DON'T TAKE THEM BACK - WHY? cos the babies took probably a mth or more to forget abt everything and if u take them back... Ladies, YOU GONNA SCREW THEIR BRAIN.

hehehe.. No.4 i dun really agree with lar.. but mus got limit!! dun screw the babies brains too many times k?
hahahahhaa.. to all my female frenz.. do purchase HER WORLD JULY ISSUE!!! happy reading~

some horoscope thingy too~..
qing ren & me.. hehehe..
Pisces
Flirtatious impulses should be controlled or you could find yourself in trouble.
You will suspect another’s motives, so exercise your discretion.
If you want to keep your love, give her the benefit of the doubt.
Lucky number 9
Lucky colour Pink

OMG!!! hehe.. no flirting! i've finally get out of trouble.. no more pls!

Aries
A romantic month and a busy one. A financial misunderstanding will get more difficult to sort out as the month goes on. If single, you may imagine that a member of the opposite sex is interested in you; but it could simply be to make another jealous.
Lucky number 3
Lucky colour Jade

BALA!!!!! dun imagine too much ar!! hehe

Capricorn
Love will flow like good wine this month – and your thirst will be very healthy indeed. Your financial standing is in better shape than it has been for some time, so you can afford to throw caution to the wind – for a while. You have a lot of vitality at the moment, so use it. But when it comes to work, don’t act on impulse, because it won’t be appreciated.
Lucky number 8
Lucky colour Tangerine

Leen!..a lot of vitality at the moment..wOot~ hehe

Leo
Your sympathy and understanding will be in demand among your family. Your love life could take an unexpected turn and leave you feeling happier. You may be asked to go on a journey that will help your finances beyond belief.
Lucky number 10
Lucky colour Brown

syean & yiling..
kelly & bala surely u DO agree with that bah? someones love life~~~...


and finally..
Taurus
Opposites attract and you will discover that someone with whom you thought you had nothing in common turns out to have great stamina and passion. Curb an impulse to speak freely if you want to avoid hurting any feelings. You come in for some very unexpected praise at work.
Lucky number 1
Lucky colour Auburn

baby ling.. open urs eyes big big n c who is e opposite attraction.. hehe

okie hope i didnt miss out any of u girls.. and hopefully nv forget ur bday wrongly bah.. =D

ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:01 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

i'm drained!

♥ connie at 11:59 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

tmr gonna present the 1st half of project.. so ma fan.. tt NgKG @#$%^&* problematic freak. haha.. mus thanks my partner for making the updating of database workable. else i'm goin to present only the deleting of info nia.. woOo~

i'm feeling so broke! yes bankrupt soon. thou i nv touch anything that is left in there.. soon i can freeze my acc to make deposit of $$ possible..but no withdraw lar... hehee.. faster fri come!!! thou i've no activities plan yet.. da jie hao lian to me she's goin to zouk!!!! @#$%^!!!! so jealous~~ jus now with er jie.. we asked
"WAAH.. DA JIE U GO PLATTFORM DANCE???" but she started to show us funny actions -_-"

hmm.. i dunno wad others is thinkin.. its so so complicated.. its so unpredictable. sometimes its freaky as well... i wont harm you UNLESS you harm me in any way...
my life is very peaceful..
i dun wan it to be corrupted.
its unhealthy! back off back off... shooo shoo~
mayb u shud start listening to madonna-sorry..
...I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry...

ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:31 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

gonna update on photos! pics taken sometimes back.. jus that dun have much time to post it =)
its sean!!
with my da jie.. he always bully her like his daddy use to bully her =P hehe


purposely run awy when i wanna snap the pic.. naughty boy!


baby bryan! looks like sean when he was jus born too..

with kelly in the sch lib..

honestly speakin.. tis is my 2nd time into the lib!!! haha.. i can't survive for long inside it..its so quiet lor.. *pengz*

new surprise or maybe shockin stuffs u might get frm sakae sushi geen tea bag! hehehe...
see!
its us! haunting u like nobody biz..

dun u think e pic is cool?? hahaha.. ever wonder wads that? think hard~

ooh.. nxt thur got presentation to that hella fella-Ng K.G! jus shut ur trap up n dun ask too much qnts.. if i get nasty i cant imagine wads gonna happen.. @#$%^&~!!! oOOomg how to present? cant do my project at home thou i did save a copy of my lab work home.. BUT!!! i forgotten to copy the other sql file to store in my pc!!! i dunno wads the file name cant d/l too!!!! AARRGGHH!!! STUPID!!!! memory is failing!!!! monday mus faster do!!! hopefully the code does work on my prog!!

hmm.. i am lookin fwd to my fri/sat. i jus wanna go to some place. mmMMmm~ wud anyone wan to go too? jus to chill out.. not flare me up! hahaa..
surfing the net.. read abt Secret Garden.. a floral shop. awesome yet pricey but worth it. Ladies go check the bouquet out. MAN.. go do the job of wad u r suppose to do, understand??? http://www.secretgarden.com.sg hehehe.. MAN fyi.. hydrangeas r kinda pricey~ here some meaning of flowers and the numbers of stalks....
MAN NOTE IT DOWN!

Say It With ROSES
1 stalk - Love at 1st Sight
2 stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 stalks - I Love You
7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 stalks - You are Perfect
11 stalks - You are My Treasured One
12 stalks - Be My Steady
13 stalks - Friends Forever
15 stalks - I am Sorry
20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 stalks - I am Committed to You
36 stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100 stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101 stalks - You are My One and Only
999 stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time

Colours of Roses
Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - You are heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Orange - Enthusiasm
Blue - You are special
Purple - You are my romance
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity

The Meanings Of Flowers
ACACIA - Concealed Love, Beauty in Retirement, Chaste Love
AMBROSIA - Your Love is Reciprocated
AMARYLLIS - Pride, Pastoral Poetry
ANEMONE - Forsaken
ARBUTUS - Thee Only Do I Love
ASTER - Symbol of Love, Daintiness
AZALEA - Take Care of Yourself for Me, Temperance, Fragile Passion, Chinese Symbol of Womanhood
BACHELOR BUTTON - Single Blessedness
BEGONIA - Beware
BELLS OF IRELAND - Good Luck
BITTERSWEET - Truth
BLUEBELL - Humility
CACTUS - Endurance
CAMELLIA (PINK) - Longing for you
CAMELLIA (RED) - You're a Flame in My Heart
CAMELLIA (WHITE) - You're Adorable
CARNATION (GENERAL) - Fascination, Woman Love
CARNATION (PINK) - I'll Never Forget You
CARNATION (RED) - My Heart Aches For You, Admiration
CARNATION (PURPLE) - Capriciousness
CARNATION (SOLID COLOR) - Yes
CARNATION (STRIPED) - No, Refusal, Sorry I Can't Be With You, Wish I Could Be With You
CARNATION (WHITE) - Sweet and Lovely, Innocence, Pure Love, Woman's Good Luck Gift
CARNATION (YELLOW) - You Have Disappointed Me, Rejection
CATTAIL - Peace, Prosperity
CHRYSANTHEMUM (GENERAL) - You're a Wonderful Friend, Cheerfulness and Rest.
CHRYSANTHEMUM (WHITE) - Truth
CHRYSANTHEMUM (YELLOW) - Slighted Love
CROCUS - Cheerfulness
CYCLAMEN - Resignation and Good-bye
DAFFODIL - Regard, Unrequited Love, You're the Only One, The Sun is Always Shining when I'm with You
DAISY - Innocence, Loyal Love, I'll Never Tell, Purity
DANDELION - Faithfulness, Happiness
FERN - Magic, Fascination, Confidence and Shelter
FIR - Time
FLAX - Domestic Symbol
FORGET-ME-NOT - True Love, Memories
FORSYTHIA - Anticipation
GARDENIA - You're Lovely, Secret Love
GERANIUM - Stupidity, Folly
GLADIOLI - Give Me a Break, I'm Really Sincere, Flower of the Gladiators
GLOXINIA - Love at First Sight
HEATHER (LAVENDER) - Admiration, Solitude
HEATHER (WHITE) - Protection, Wishes Will Come True
HOLLY - Defense, Domestic Happiness
HYACINTH (GENERAL) - Games and Sports, Rashness, Flower Dedicated to Apollo
HYACINTH (BLUE) - Constancy
HYACINTH (PURPLE) - I am Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Sorrow
HYACINTH (RED OR PINK) - Play
HYACINTH (WHITE) - Loveliness, I'll Pray for You
HYACINTH (YELLOW) - Jealousy
HYDRANGEA - Thank You for Understanding, Frigidity, Heartlessness
IRIS - Fleur-de-lis, Emblem of France, Your Friendship Means so Much to Me, Faith, Hope, Wisdom and Valor, My Compliments
IVY - Wedded Love, Fidelity, Friendship, Affection
JONQUIL - Love Me, Affection Returned, Desire, Sympathy, Desire for Affection Returned
LARKSPUR (PINK) - Fickleness
LILY (WHITE) - Virginity, Purity, Majesty, It's Heavenly to be with You
LILY (YELLOW) - I'm Walking on Air, False and Gay
LILY (CALLA) - Beauty
LILY (DAY) - Coquetry, Chinese Emblem for Mother
LILY (EUCHARIS) - Maiden Charms
LILY (TIGER) - Wealth, Pride
LILY OF THE VALLEY - Sweetness, Tears of the Virgin Mary, Return to Happiness, Humility, You've Made My Life Complete
MAGNOLIA - Nobility
MARIGOLD - Cruelty, Grief, Jealousy
MISTLETOE - Kiss me, Affection, To Surmount Difficulties, Sacred Plant of India
MONKSHOOD - Beware, A Deadly Foe is Near
MOSS - Maternal Love, Charity
MYRTLE - Love, Hebrew Emblem of Marriage
NARCISSUS - Egotism, Formality, Stay as Sweet as You Are
NASTURTIUM - Conquest, Victory in Battle
OLEANDER - Caution
ORANGE BLOSSOM - Innocence, Eternal Love, Marriage and Fruitfulness
ORANGE MOCK - Deceit
ORCHID - Love, Beauty, Refinement, Beautiful Lady, Chinese Symbol for Many Children
ORCHID (CATTLEYA) - Mature Charm
PALM LEAVES - Victory and Success
PEONY - Shame, Happy Life, Happy Marriage
PETUNIA - Resentment, Anger, Your Presence Sooths Me
PINE - Hope, Pity
POPPY (GENERAL) - Eternal Sleep, Oblivion, Imagination
POPPY (RED) - Pleasure
POPPY (WHITE) - Consolation
POPPY (YELLOW) - Wealth, Success
PRIMROSE - I Can't Live Without You
PRIMROSE (EVENING) - Inconstancy
ROSE (BRIDAL) - Happy Love
ROSE (DARK CRIMSON) - Mourning
ROSE (HIBISCUS) - Delicate Beauty
ROSE (LEAF) - You May Hope
ROSE (PINK) - Perfect Happiness, Please Believe Me
ROSE (RED) - Love, I Love You
ROSE (TEA) - I'll Remember Always
ROSE (THORNLESS) - Love at First Sight
ROSE (WHITE) - Innocence and Purity, I am Worthy of You, You're Heavenly, Secrecy and Silence
ROSE (WHITE AND RED MIXED) - Unity, Flower Emblem of England
ROSE (WHITE-DRIED) - Death is Preferable to Loss of Virtue
ROSE (YELLOW) - Decrease of Love, Jealousy, Try to Care
ROSEBUD - Beauty and Youth, A Heart Innocent of Love
ROSEBUD (RED) - Pure and Lovely
ROSEBUD (WHITE) - Girlhood
ROSEBUD (MOSS) - Confessions of Love
ROSES (Bouquet of Mature Blooms) - Gratitude
ROSES (Single Full Bloom) - I Love You, I Still Love You
SMILAX - Loveliness
SNAPDRAGON - Deception, Gracious Lady
SPIDER FLOWER - Elope with Me
STEPHANOTIS - Happiness in Marriage, Desire to Travel
STOCK - Bonds of Affection, Promptness, You'll Always Be Beautiful to Me
SWEETPEA - Good-bye, Departure, Blissful Pleasure, Thank You for a Lovely Time
TULIP (GENERAL) - Perfect Lover, Frame, Flower Emblem of Holland
TULIP (RED) - Believe Me, Declaration of Love
TULIP (VARIEGATED) - Beautiful Eyes
TULIP (YELLOW) - There's Sunshine in Your Smile
VIOLET - Modesty
VIOLET (BLUE) - Watchfulness, Faithfulness, I'll Always Be True
VIOLET (WHITE) - Let's Take a Chance
ZINNIA (MAGENTA) - Lasting Affection
ZINNIA (MIXED) - Thinking (or In Memory) of an Absent Friend
ZINNIA (SCARLET) - Constancy
ZINNIA (WHITE) - Goodness
ZINNIA (YELLOW) - Daily Remembrance


To: All MAN,

i've ben a great help to u..
so the rest r up to u!
success or not..
all depends on ur fate with ur beau~
all the best~


okie.. mus stop it.. else the more i blog e more i think.

ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:55 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

omg!!! fyp the prog i dunno wad bloody code to use for tt..always prompt me the error if i edit tis than pop tt error.. edit tt, pop another error.. its popping me crazy!!! mus get awy frm it for awhile than do it again.. :~( *sob*

recently a mickey... well a rat ran into my hse backyard!!!!! i was done with the laundry locked the door n everything than mum shouted.. "THERES A RAT!!!" *pengz* so while mum was banging on those stuffs at the backyard the mickey appeared!!!! i was shocked lar.. 1st time had such close contact with e rat.. i shut the backyard door n screamed! hahahaa.. went to call my dad to set the mouse trap..with cuttlefish.. hehe.. but til tdy haven catch tt rat leh.. think it ran awy le.. else its stil hidding in e backyard.. stupid rat got cuttlefish stil dun wan eat. it was rather huge.. abt the length frm elbow to the wrist..its HUGE!!! haha ok enuf of The Rat.

its a miracle i stayed home on a fri w/o goin anywhere til late nite. no late nites for now.. mus control!!! been slping rather early too.. so easily tired at nite.. hehe now i'm kinda slpy too..actually v slpy lar :P haha but dun wan to slpy yet.. cos havin some news update! woOoOt~ heheee.. alrite.. stopped here 1st..
tmr is my day filled with activities! hahaha everyone buzz off!!!

ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:47 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

its july alrdy.. half a yr has past jus like that.. yeah jus like tt..nthing happening except those nonsense stuffs. loves my current life now!!! no more nonsense thingy.. yeah~ tis is the kinda life i like currently..
sucky pple..OUT!
irritatin pple.. OUT!
bastards...OUT!
everything i dislike are almost all.. OUT!
wOOot~ been trying hard to find time to party! hahaa no lar not party but time to chill out! coffee clubs.. pub.. no clubs.. not my kinda place.. =D saturday i feel like goin.. 'there'.. hahaha a place in my heart! muahahaha~~~

okie jus got home from holland village awhile ago.. woOO kinda high ar.. haha.. the staff, bro n me kinda kee siao.. e guy.. ok lets call him ah-bui cos i duno his name lar.. ahaahha.. i walked out of the kitchen and he was shocked.. cos no customer wud walk out of the kitchen except supplier.. hehe... n he went into the kitchen n screamed like mad with jackson.. siao~ than the malay staff..lets call him ahbang.. he walked up the stairs.. saw me.. got a shocked! okie whenever he c me always shocked.. am i tt scary mah???? b4 goin off i told bro need him to reverse the car.. hahaha..

me: "bro.. go home! w/o u baden can survive..ask ur staff do closin"
bro:*look at his staff* "oi.. my sis say i can go home.. so i'm goin off.."
ahbang: "serious ar?"
bro: "ya la.. 3 ladies leh.. mus send them home safely.."
ah-bui: *shouted* "BADEN CLOSED!" *cheers!~

haha.. somehow there r stil a few funny things tt happened but i'm nt gonna blog le cos i wanna go zzzzz..hahaha yesh i've slping b4 11300pm!!! and waking up at 6.30am from mon-fri!! hahahaa.. but the slps i've is never enuf... okie dokie.. will update soon!
ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:10 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

my sunday is over! *pengz*
hahaha.. yeah sunday is gone *poof* jus like tat... aawwee... i hate it!!!! well anyway had a nice sunday earlier. hehe.. went to granny hse. woOot~ sean was there too.. sean is kinda hyper active tdy! he told me take pictures.. and he climb onto me.. hugged me tightly! hahaa... he went to attack my da jie too.. hahaa.. but da jie told him "I BITE YOU" he let off my da jie and go to her feet sayin "I BITE YOUR LEG!" hahaha.. funny boY! nice nice day with him =)

well well... afternoon ard 3plus... with da jie and my bro we went to cars showroom!! hahahaha... we went out and jus told our parents "we go out" and off to Ubi. Heex.. saw Honda Fit-aerospace. woOo that is cool as compare to honda jazz. And there was tis volkswagon-polo intro by the sale person.. on lookin at the exterior.. we sian 1/2 hehe.. cos it doesnt looks solid enuf like mazda! so after lookin at so many cars.. we went to kah-motor.. and on walking in.. wow.. e sales person came to serve us directly.. WHY???? its super obvious.. they saw bro drive mazda! its so pratical of them! on lookin at honda jazz.. there is tis aunti lets say late 40s'. she used her hand and knocked very hard on the car *kong kong kong* so e 3 of us stare at her..when the sale person talked to us half way we buay tahan and LOL.. hahahha.. its funny mann.. she thinks the body is use of lousy material? few knocks frm her will dent it?

hmMMm.. week 5 for fyp!!! how to survive the week 6 presentaion when tt siew mai kept on tellin us READ ONLINE TUTORIALS! fark lar.. online doesnt teach every single thing. ask her to teach will kill? what kinda woman is that! aaarrrgghh.. mus stop talkin abt her.. else i will starts to !@#$%^&*~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ciaO!

♥ connie at 11:13 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

wOOt~ bro[cousin] is a daddy of 2! yupz..ytd his wife jus gave birth to a baby boy!
BRYAN LEE! so cute!! he jus mms me their pic.. him + bryan +sean! all look alike... hahaha
here the happy family! the LEE family.


ytd retial therapy was a success! i got nothing! hahaha.. saw lot of stuffs i wan to buy at msq.. but mus reconsider 1st than buy.. hahah but dajie buy n buy! woOo~ previously, got a pair of light purple pumps! loves it! okie..probably later gonna go out wif er jie.. hmm.. for some sinful therapy?
last nite match GERMANY WON!!! wOoOOooOOo~~~ hehee...
alrite.. thats all for e short and sweet post =P
ciaO!

♥ connie at 2:59 PM