Saturday, December 24, 2005

think tis will be my long long blog.
ytd went to cut my hair.. my stylist michelle not workin anymore!!! waaahh~ sad.. so got no stylist in mind.. when i reach kimage its a male stylist who cut & color for me.. i always say male stylist are very good.. cos they got no mood swing!hahaa.. i've v good impression of male stylist k.. hahaa.. well.. e one who cut for me not bad la.. talk n talk through-out cutting & coloring my hair.. but ar.. abit sad cos my fringe short leh... i dunno how to handle it.. cos when he style it for me i c liao like so easy.. but when i style it ar.. i dunno how to do it!! haiz.. hair faster grow k.. hehe..
hmmm..
few days ago.. yupz.. things were nice.. ya tues was kinda disappointed.. hmm dunno how to say.. thurs ok la.. caught him doing something tt he thinks no one know.. so threatened u with wad i saw when u dun wanna return me my thing. yea.. u observe me.. so i observe u back ya.. yupz.. actually saw him goin home alone.. but... hmm.. if i'm alone ya.. will acc him home..aye.. i dunno how to say... had a long long talk with my fren.. and i jus say everything.. incl. recent things abt him... ok.. my fren.. rather shocked.. quickly protest.. that wad i said cant be true. cos one thing tt explains the impossibility is...
"WE ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT"
ok.. ya i know different.. but i oso dunno how to say those kinda feelings inside me.. probably its wad u r thinkin now.. i cant read ur mind.. but hopefully everything goes well.. yea.. i dun wish for any conflicts or ignoring of each other if anything of those thingy happens..
whoever is reading tis post.. maybe u r thinkin.. i've fallen for a guy... i dunno wad is my answer.. certain things cant be explained.. many things not gonna to be blog out til i know wad i wan in the end.. always gt the feelings in my life.. things tends to have a big U-turn at the end of it.. most of the times i dun get to attain wad i want or wad i expect for.. sometimes i'm halfway there.. but bcos of big big blow.. its gone~.. wondering is that unfair to me in my life? i dunno.. hopefully things goes well as wad i expect for...*praying*
my xmas eve... i'm home after work.. too tired to be out of town.. its far too crowded.. dun like to be sprayed by others.. else tt person gonna die on xmas eve.. haha.. some memories abt xmas eve....
hmmm.. come to think of it.. last xmas was Mr.A tat makes me feels that way.. makes me go 'ga-bra ga-bra'.. tis yr xmas eve is you.. Mr.S... wad kinda guys r entering my life? think its time for me to have some deep tots le.. i'm not to talk on further..
ciao!

feels tis blog is kinda unclear with wadever i wanna say.. dun wanna be qnt abt it.. *silence*


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♥ connie at 11:35 PM