Saturday, May 20, 2006

rotting awy my saturday jus like that... plan to be out.. but nv get to do so.. was at granny hse in e late afternoon! i was so so so slpy... on e journey to fetch bro frm camp.. i almost fall aslp... than... frm his camp to granny hse.. thou distance is short.. i oso wanna slp... at granny hse.. i sit there oso wanna slp! so didnt manage to go over n play with lil'sean.. =( on my way home i oso wanna slp! watch some drama, i oso slp! if go to slp... mum will start to nag.. sayin tis dun do that dun do always slp... haix... WTH!!!!!!! what a SLEEPY DAY!! and now i cant slp! if were to lie on my bed.. machiam full of energy... cant slp too!!! WTF!!!!! sick alrdy lar... weird illness =(

anyone has a positive mind? always made the right decision... never the wrong move.. and its always positive result? i'm sure almost everyone make blunders too.. but i've made LOTS of blunders.. LOTS of thingy leading to my brain can't think of the right path to take.. it always get lost in between decision! lousy! jus shut up if u find wadever shitty stuffs u wanna say abt me.crazy lar... bo lia.. childish.. wadever lar.. get lost, i dun need ur comments.

i never get clear with somethings and that is...
WHY ARE THE PEOPLE WHOM I KNOW ARE ALWAYS THE SAME KINDA PEOPLE? EVERYTHING ABT THEM IS ABOUT THE SAME!!! AND WHY DO THEY LIKE TO TORTURE ME! SO IN THE FUTURE ITS BETTER FOR ME JUST TO IGNORE THEM? ELSE I'LL TEND TO GET FREAK OUT BY THEM!
yes, be the arrogant one 1st and things will get oover quickly... *poof* gone!
=(
ya, some say things happening in my life is interesting.. but its not..cos there are lots of complications, nothing goes smoothly between one after another. its always rough patches... =( if i'm stil workin part time on wkends... i guess all these thingy wont happen alrdy.. cos i wont have the time or energy to be out on wkends.. no time to chat for such long hours.. no time for such 'entertaining' stuffs which are happening now.
i'll go crazy if this continues... time to start disappearing from everyones life..... *helpless* into such a mess... its a plain tale afterall. it does not need
to exist in the 1st place. it leaves no trails behind.

bro bro bro..when u'll be back frm reservist? i need ur time! ur lousy sis is getting far to deep and lost in the forest. no sense of direction. *missing*


[a love is like flower, even the toughest, easiest of flower needs care.
it needs to be watered, it needs to be cherish in the light of the sun,
and some people even say you need to talk to it!
love is not the fulfillments of all ones needs.]

♥ connie at 11:31 PM