Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year!

awhile ago had a chat wif him...
hmmm, things arent the same as before.. and i hope things that i've said he thinks about it and hopefully gets my wad on my mind.

sometimes i feels frustrated. sometimes head over heel. sometimes its just so sucky.
haiz... all these feelings are not nice to experience.. knowing the truth is the best thing that can happen.
recently haven been feeling good...like wad i've said.. things are different now... not so nice anymore..i always rmb last friday!!! i got fed up w him!!! all thanks to tt msg... things suppose to go this way but it end up the other way... haiz... jus feel like strangling him!!! tried to be understanding but.. i can't make myself to do it.. haiz... i really dunno why...
one lil step is all it takes. and this step seems to take forever.

alright... i hope i wont need to post further upsetting stuffs....
its killing me. =(

have an enjoyable CNY!

♥ connie at 2:17 AM