Saturday, November 28, 2009

What a week... =(

A week that by pass with so many things happening. Haiz, so many things happened to him in just a week time.

Monday he was reported sick due to food poisoning. Tuesday sick yet to recover as he had sudden fever and some other symptoms. Wednesday he was fine but I told him to see a doctor to have a through check. And, on that very day he was referred to Changi Hospital A&E and warded immediately!!! Everything just happened so suddenly. I was at work, kind of screwed up with my stuffs. All I can do is constantly messaging him checking on his condition.
Doctor suspected and disgnose him with so many problems...
- Hepatitis (Liver)
- Kidney stone
- Bad food poisoning
- Appendix
Eventually it was appendix. And he went for operation on the night. He did not know what time is his operation and while messaging half way he just disappeared! It got me damn worried! Until the next day than got a message from him. Haiz, got me very sad when he told me he's in pain and had to ask for more pain killer. Wanted to visit him after work but it was already very late.

On Friday afternoon, decided to visit him on the very last minute as he won't be discharged until Saturday. CGH are very strict with their visiting hours and the number of visitors so got there at about 12.30pm. I've to say its the very first time I went to hospital and visited friend on my own! Upon entering the ward and seeing him lying on the bed, I felt like tearing! WTF, suddenly so emo. I never see him so weak before!!! What's worst was when I talked to him, he don't really have the energy to speak!! His throat hurts w/o water for a few days and when he speaks a little louder the operation wound hurts. And when he wants to sit up to eat his lunch, he had to use alot of strength to push himself up. Haiz, luckily the nurse was there to assist. A very disheartening scene.
Was with him for about 45mins and his parents arrived. I expect his sister to call him before the parents make their way up but no we were talking half way and suddenly his dad appeared followed by his mum. I am very shocked at that time. I just can't speak up to greet them!! WTFFF, become mute suddenly. His mum looks so fierce! Made my move as his sister and brother in law are waiting for me to pass the passes to them. And so, managed to tell speak up to his parents while I make a move.

Finally today he's discharged. It will take a period of time before he fully recovers. Pray that he get well soon. During this period of time, it's a little challenge for us. And I hope things just goes well without drifting apart.
Hmm.. what a long post about the incident.

Today went to his department BBQ, it was a stressful one. As most colleagues did not know we're together but they just assume and tends to question alot about it. But when my boss ask about his condition I got to tell the truth but in front of our colleagues I felt so uncomfortable. How I wished nothing happened to him and he was there with me. What's worst was Hotdog! I was eating and he suddenly took his guitar and sat infront of me saying he's going to sing the song "Always Be My Baby" by David Cook. Managed to stopped him from singing and strumming his guitar. Felt very stressful at that time as other colleagues was encouraging him to sing!!! He also felt the stress and he decided not to sing. If he sings, I think I'll teared!!! It's the gesture that counts, gets very emo easily. Quickly left the bbq at 10pm for home.

I'm just not into work for the time being. :(
Everything that we wanted to plan and do together in December seems to go down the drain. Felt so confused for the time being :(

♥ connie at 11:00 PM